I WANT TO CHANGE EVERYTHING

i havent updated in a really long time.
and i dont plan on recapping much.
this has been a really bad start to my senior year.
the first quater is almost over and i hope things just get better.

and i just really want to say that i love my BPD
and im sorry for everything.
just stay strong <3
shes watching over us.

rest in peace.

i drove up and down the meadowbrook parkway twice ( Read more... )

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kimmy kessel said "update your livejournal"

welll lets see, i havent gone to school since my surgery, im gonna go back today and i did none of my work for any classes so im slightly scared of whats gonna happen.
its been a 7 day weekend for me.
so lets start with thursday.
thursday was my surgery, it went alright ( Read more... )

im still alive.

im going to get my surgery today at 4 - 5 ish in manhatten.
they want me there at three so i have to leave soon.
i hope i can walk soon.
i love you all.
bye.

i hate updating ( Read more... )

soooo im not going to be able to get my knee surgery until november at the earliest ( Read more... )