im so nervous. i really dont know what to expect, i have no idea how this will turn out. but aparently i will be finding out soon. hopefully by tomorrow since i didnt hear anything today. but im pretty sure ill have these knots in my stomach until i hear some sorta good news ( Read more... )

i have hope
i put together a mini king.. i built a man.. if i can figure out the toy kind.. then maybe i can figure out the real kind.. guys WILL make sense one day hahahahahahahahaha

first of all... my mother is trying to make me depressed. i dont know what she is thinking. sending me special M&Ms that have cute little sayings on them like "my girl" "my prince" "xoxo". seriously.. i feel like she was making fun of me lol. what is wrong with NORMAL M&Ms???? hahahaha ( Read more... )

I would like to begin by expressing my sorrow for the loss of our dear friend Carl. And by dear friend I mean poor sad fish that was owned by Stink. We did not mean for him to die, he just needed some air. We will miss you little buddy ( Read more... )

it has been one month.. i still hate him but at least i dont hate me

joy whipped me tonight.. and her away message is lying right now.

i promise this is NOT a drunken update i just said i was going to update about these things so i had to.

ha.. so last night, thanks to Joy's excellent planning, we all suprised Jennie. it was wonderful. i think she was in shock and didnt even notice the millions of baloons all around her kitchen. i met a bunch of their friends from home and it was just a wonderful night over all. i felt bad in the beginning because it was their friend Jared's ( Read more... )

im sick of feeling like this. i cant even explain it. i hate talking about it because i dont know what to say, i haaaate people feeling sorry for me and i hate feeling like a burden. so really im just waiting for it to go away. either that or im waiting for the weekend because i havent seen anyone in soooo long and i cant wait :) but mostly im ( Read more... )

ok.. im trying again since LJ disapeared off my screen ( Read more... )

tina is awful.. seriously ( Read more... )