i'm still waiting for my turn.

Sep 09, 2005 10:02

fuck you for making me feel like this.

i thought i was better.
that everything was going to turn around this year.
it did turn around though...
just in the wrong direction.

i know life is not suppose to be easy.
but
why does it have to be this hard.

i'm ready for this all to be over.

something needs to happen.
i just wish i knew what it was.

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always_a_backup September 9 2005, 14:35:53 UTC
i don't know what you're talking about...
i wish i did...
i wish we had hung out more while you were still here.
but regardless, i am so sorry that you are upset.
and i agree with you completely. no life's not supposed to be easy, but when does it stop being SO hard?
i'm sorry jodie.
i love you.
if you ever need to talk about anything. or just bitch. or scream. or anything you need at all. call me. i think friends are the only thing that have helped me keep an ounce of my sanity.
i hope you feel better!
love you!
xo<33ox

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same_old_stars September 9 2005, 19:15:22 UTC
thank you sweetie.
i might take you up on that sometime.
i have plenty to rant about right now.

this is always a difficult week for me.
maybe once i get a bed things will get better.
<3

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genbaku September 9 2005, 19:11:19 UTC
What's going on? Life is very hard, but it's never more than you can handle. Things will always be okay.

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same_old_stars September 9 2005, 19:16:13 UTC
it is kind of a long story.
slightly complicated.
and girly at times.
but i will share/rant with you.

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wait_a_minute September 10 2005, 03:04:39 UTC
jodie! i hope everything is ok...
let me know.
did jen send you the phone charger?
i'm at my new home.
so weird.

i missss you.

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