i can't sleep in anymore.
so i am up early and watching THS 'johnny depp'
he is a beautiful man and i would not mind making millions of babies with him.
i don't know if i can't sleep because i get up at 7:30 everyday to run around with kids.
OR because
i have a lot on my mind right now.
i go to the doctor tomorrow for the final decision.
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my_own_distraction )