i have a new life in boston and this place doesn't fit into it anymore ( Read more... )

drama free until i come to orlando.
i used to look forward to coming home.
but i have become way too used to the lack of drama that i just don't want to deal with it anymore.

two more weeks then back to:
1. the frozen tundra.
2. a new roommate.
3. my other half.
4. great shopping.

i have been pretty mad busy lately ( Read more... )

today has had its up and downs ( Read more... )

i go home today.
all i have to do is make it through two lame classes first.

this is going to be the longest 12 hours of my life.

another lonely night in my bed.
when is this all going to end.
how can i make it stop.

so close but it still did not happen.
what is wrong with me?
why can't i?

i missed another class today ( Read more... )

i just learned that for both the bone scan and the MRI i have to get some form of tracer injection.
they inject this strange liquid into my body through an IV so they can find the source of the problem.

so if anyone knows how i can get some Valium before November 20 that would be amazing.
ohterwise today is the end of my tests and i start rowing

i did not have to go to practice today which is good because it was freezing ( Read more... )

if you have ever been intimidated/scared of me please explain to me when/why ( Read more... )