And there comes a moment, a ripple let's say, when things outside begin to chaos. And then all of a sudden that ripple gets bigger and bigger and bigger until it swallows you as well. So now it is not outside but inside you ( Read more... )

FSU should pay me to travel where ever I want to go, regardless of whether it is for school credit or not. If I am an international affairs student, you should give me money to just travel. I wish I could make up some ridiculous excuse to get money for this summer, if only I had connections with people. I need to start working on this, not just for ( Read more... )

I know I have communication issues. Maybe I have a normal fear of judgement, maybe a little more than normal. I can only do my best but I do know when I am lying to myself and that is most important to me ( Read more... )

To always remind me ( Read more... )

I don't understand why some girls on Facebook put "in a relationship" and it's with one of their girlfriends. If any of my friends who read this have this, I'm sorry, I'm not trying to make fun of you but I would like to understand why this phenomenon has occurred. Is it because you are afraid to say that you are in fact single? I know your not a ( Read more... )

I just don't even know what to say anymore. Here in lj world. I just don't think I fully understand myself. But it's almost like there is no point in trying to change that.

I want to be excited again.

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New York amplified my urge to travel. I think it had a lot to do with the fact that I was with really awesome people. The group was somewhat unexpected. With my brother coming in from Boston and my cousin Laura's best friend, Karen, coming in from Long Island and, of course, Vanessa and I it really made up a very dynamic quartet. I was really glad ( Read more... )

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"Me gustas Colombiana, me gustas tu"

This semester has come to a soft landing. My last two exams weren't very difficult and I think I did pretty well. I'm so glad that finals weren't stressful and that not all my exams were packed like they have been. Now I am officially done with my International Affairs major and will just be taking classes for Psychology. Hopefully I will be ( Read more... )