i miss u so good

[samiamoz]

yesterday...most awesome day! ya sarcasm well lets see after getting off the phone crying with gerry the nite b4 i realize that this is all really not fair to me and y should i sit around and wait for him to actually wanna be with me or wutever...so i ended it and pretty much we sat outside and i cried and he said he loved me and all this stuff...

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[estee]

hey.. can you bring the hansen cd to band one day?

[lil_lefty187]

hey sam! its amanda..i found ur journal thru estee's friends (hi estee) ADD ME! sorry ur goin thru sum rough times =/ if u need to talk im here...i miss you sam!!

[_femmefatale]

Man oh man does this hit close to home, I've been through the same thing with someone who claimed he cared SOOO much, then as soon as drugs came along it was like oh its not a big deal ... bothers me so baddly... first week of college he went and fucked up and lied about it... man that stuff just destroys everything... so I really do know how you feel, i/m me if you need to talk mymusickills

[___everlasting]

now u could just imagine how i felt last yr around this time. i couldn't really expain it at the time but now u know. im not even sure if u remembr.

u can get the best advice ever right now but u wont really believe it. all u may want right now is gerry but after awhile you wont. things have a weird way of working out. just deal the best you can with the pain, others tend to be weaker.

get better sam.