so, today has been a strange day. It's rainy outside. very rainy. There were torential downpours just about all day. i hate the rain. It's sad and gloomy, and it makes me feel sad and gloomy
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california is beautiful. i wish sometimes that i could just leave my life behind, move to cali, and live off whatever i find there. i wish i didnt have so many attachments here. i know i could lose everything if i really wanted to, i could let go of everything i know, but i would feel so unsafe. unsafe but free, you know? im not as free-spirited as i want to be. as much as i hate the monotonany of my day-to-day life here, its what im used to. i cant let that go.
for now i can just escape for awhile, on little roadtrips, or vacations, to those far away places and have a week or 2 of freedom and no responsibilites or cares. until i can let everything go, if i ever do...
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for now i can just escape for awhile, on little roadtrips, or vacations, to those far away places and have a week or 2 of freedom and no responsibilites or cares. until i can let everything go, if i ever do...
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