change of weather. it was a blizzard three days ago. now it's 60 degrees out. Why? It's messing my head up. I never feel right like this. Like my body doesn't know WEATHER to hibernateandhide or to join civilization. Makes my head feel wrong, off. Not like depressed exactly, sort of....I feel odd saying depressed. "wah, wah, i'm a white ( Read more... )

Did you ever feel like you were stuck on pause. can't go back, can't go forward?

Wow, It's been a long time now.... I haven't written in this thing for about a year now. I turned here because I can write frustrations and everyday stresses down without anyone seeing and saying "what's wrong?" or "You need to be happy." Everyone says those things when I am feeling down. Well outwardly down. The thing is, I don't even know if ( Read more... )

Hi guys. I'm just trying out some html. I think that's what it is. BUt, i can't figure out how to use it.

I think I'm gonna try to get a job at Disney World.

I must be more attractive in the fall.

We don't say things we mean ( Read more... )

Human interaction is like buying a painting. And people, it seems, are like paintings. Beautiful and unique. Some looking similar, but, never an exact copy. Differences in shades, colors, brush strokes. Different styles. Some so clear and definate that you can see what the artist was trying to capture. You can feel what she was feeling just ( Read more... )

I'll fake it through the day ( Read more... )

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