sorry that got posted twice. I tried to fix something i wrote to clear up that i was talking about girls. And how there so shady. :)

Love you joshua!

First of all. The people that read my live journal constantly I want to tell you this is my buisness ok. If you don't like it then dont read it. I'm about to make it friends only to read it.

So anyways I didn't do so well on my calc test. I have to ace this final.

I feel so horrible. This stuff with me and josh is breaking me down. I'm sick of ( Read more... )

First of all. The people that read my live journal constantly I want to tell you this is my buisness ok. If you don't like it then dont read it. I'm about to make it friends only to read it.

So anyways I didn't do so well on my calc test. I have to ace this final.

I feel so horrible. This stuff with me and josh is breaking me down. I'm sick of ( Read more... )

So today is saturday. Yesterday i spent the whole day with joshua. And it was wonderful. We went out to lunch at Ruby Tuesdays. Then hung out at my house pretty much all day. Played poker with the family. I lost about 35 and josh won about 25. lol. Then i ended up staying the night at my house. I work today at 3. then its my friend jackies ( Read more... )

Well today is Thursday. Tonight is the big game for the PISTONS. And I have to work. There is going to be absoulty nobody wanting to eat out on a night like this.

My clac test was yesterday. I feel pretty good about it. The past few days have been good. Monday after work I stopped by joshs and seen him. Tuesday we went out to lunch at Legends. ( Read more... )

Well yesterday didn't turn out the way i thought it would. But its not suprising. Friday night me and jessica went out to eat at RFed Lobster. Had a nice dinner and a movie. We did end up going to canada just us 2. Met Jano up there and that was it. I was sober cause i drove and jessica was wasted. Yea Don't even let me get started on what she was ( Read more... )

It is tuesday night. It was my day off and it sucked. Woke up took my calculus exam. Thought it went well. Came home talked to josh. Guess how that ended? Talked to kelly for a little bit and she helped me see the bright side of things and made me feel alot better. I washed my car. Then it rained. I put a big chunk of money in the bank :) Then I ( Read more... )

Well things are just straight up shitty lately.  Friday nite josh told me he wanted a break. I totally freaked out and went crazy for like a half hour. Until i finally calmed down. I hope kevin brincheck dies. Seriously I don't respect him at all. He wants to make up bullshit and put ideas in joshs head and then josh breaks up with me for it. I ( Read more... )

So i just got off of work. made about 17$ in 3 hours. It was so slow, the floor was cut and i got to leave. I'm home now working on my Calculus homework for tomorrow. Past few days have been stupid. I work like everyday and it sucks. My feet hurt, I always seem to smell like coney and my math class is kickin my ass. I took this saturday off to play ( Read more... )

The past few days have seemed to be so heckic. I went up north this past weekend. That was fun. Me josh my brother and his friend mike drove up there on Sunday. Got to hang with the family. I won $60 playin a texas Holdem Tournament. Yes I won. I beat everybody! I am very proud of myself.  We had alot of fun smokin some weed drinkin some beer. lol ( Read more... )