i cant do this

[sammie_1009]

why does everything just keep falling apart?

i want to talk to you, i cant, all i do when i think about it is cry so how the fuck am i going to talk to you about it!

i love him! thats the end of the fuckin story... why is it so damn hard!

i cant deal with this anymore

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[13shadesofgray]

I miss my Sammy. I haven't seen you all summer. We really need to hang out because pretty fucking soon everyone will be graduating and going their own seperate ways, and I don't want to never see you again. You should give me a call sometime at my house (989-2403) or on Jimmy's cell (991-2891). I love you! XOXO!

[xeyeamgodx]

sammy?! whats going on sweetie???

[sammie_1009]

jsut the one person in my life that i acutally love.. besides my friends, which because of me... are gone.... is being a way that i cant describe. i seriously was thinking of breaking up with him.. like he fuckin cares anyways.. he doesnt even care if im pissed off anymore, he jsut tells his friends " i dont know.. i dont care" it hurts.. ya know..

[13shadesofgray]

I'm sorry. :( I know you love him, it's hard. Just do whatever is going to make you happiest in the long run. SEE YOU IN SCHOOL!! xoxo

[13shadesofgray]

XOXO