I know that I'm technically "not supposed" to write or talk about this person, but lately I've had some people on my mind from my past for various reasons and tonight, I feel the need to express a lot of things that are weighing my new years down. But everyone knows how this one person is apart of my past, and somehow, they always end up being ( Read more... )

RIP

Things I hated about 2005...
My Boss
Shit with my mom
A certain someone's brother
Cars
School
Guys who disapear for years and then decide they want me back every couple of months
Just ex's in general
Family issues
Realizing how perfect my extended family isn't
Fights
My own stubborness
Realizations of some friends
Too many people died this ( Read more... )

I  HATE when Chris' brother comes home.  He's such an ASS

Name?: Samantha ( Read more... )

Last night I gave Stephanie and Christopher their presents.  I had to have Christophers taken to his house by myneighbor cause it wouldn't fit in my car.  So then he had a big dispute on to open it or not.. of course he did.  It was a big box in front of him with his name all over it.  I got him a 20 inch, flat screnn TV.  His old one sucked.  Then ( Read more... )

I need to write this merely for the sake of getting it out of my head. There is this certain individual that I really used to enjoy spending time with, then I made a HUGE mistake followed by a thousand more and now .. well it's just the way it is. And lately, for whatever reason, I've been thinking about "old times" at night during my "thinking ( Read more... )

Last night was my work's Christmas Party... and if my wedding goes as great as last night did.. I will be the happiest person in the ENTIRE world. I had such and awsome, amazing, spectaular night. I sat at the table with people I knew, my age this year! lol. Nickie was NUTS! ha ha! Chris and I had a good time on the dance floor! Everyone was ( Read more... )

Today sucks. I've been yelled at for everything possible under the sun. I'm so sick of my life. I just want to move out. I can't stand not being able to spread my wings and do my own thing. I'll be 20 in August and I still have no freedom. It just feels like someone's wraping their hands around my throught and lets me breathe only when they ( Read more... )

Well, today I knocked down my Government final. I don't know how I did. A lot of the questions I wanted to pick two of the answers... so we'll see. As long as I get a C I'm happy. lol, that's bad, but whatever. The first half of that class I hated it and didn't really try which obviously wasn't a good idea and will more than likely show in my ( Read more... )