So I have a lot to say, a lot on my mind. I dont know if Im going to be able to cover it all, or any of it really. Im not sure Im in the typing mood. Maybe a little bit? Well, lets just see how this goes, shall we?

Ever have a moment when you look over at one of your best friends, and say to them "Im going to be okay." And through all the crap your ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness xmas.
Well, im not really in the typing mood.
To be compleatly honest, this xmas was just bad.
Lots of dumb family problems Iv never had to face before,
dumb sam problems i still cant seem to get over,
and of course, the real killer, my patheticness,
which keeps me thinking back to one thing.
Oh man, I had xmas.
And I think its funny that ( Read more... )

Reality hits you pretty damn hard ( Read more... )

So lately I have not had very good luck at all! Well, I wouldnt really call it lack of good luck only. Granted, things just arnt going my way, but I have been maing some dumb mistakes. But a lot of the stuff is out of my control. I dont think there is one person who actually knows everything in my life, part of me wants to keep it that way. Part of ( Read more... )

So again with the whole being really annoyed thing. I dunno things just dont seem to want to get better do they? Although now i just feel like a bitch complaing about everything thats happening to me because well one, i kinda brought most of it upon myself, and two because there are lots of people worse off then me. so i guess i wont complin, i'll ( Read more... )

Im very annoyed right now.
Im very mad at myself and pretty much everything aroud me.
So heres this dumb survey thing.
BAH!

•THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE•
1 nice warm bubble baths
2 potatos
3 friends
4 guitar
5 piano
6 music
7 boys
8 movies
9 singing
10 stuffed animals
11 running
12 my bed
13 animals

•TWELVE MOVIES•
1 Rent
2 The Princess Bride
3 ( Read more... )

Things havnt been all that wonderful lately ( Read more... )

Here, this is kinda dumb but who cares. THe last entry was kinda itneresting though if you wanna read that one. This one is really for my own fun. MOstly because Im kinda a shitty mood.

EIGHT LASTS:
8. last cigarette: never
7. last beverage: water
6. last phone call: herb
5. last text message: jay
4. last cd played: a really old mix
3. last BUBBLE ( Read more... )

So here we are again at the Holiday season. And can I tell everyone how excited I am? I love the thanksgiving/christmas/new years season. Thanksgiving is always great to start off the season because there is lots and lots of yummy food and just good stuff. Then X-mas which is my most favorite holiday on this earth, and then new years and just lots ( Read more... )

Hokay ( Read more... )