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Title: On and On and On
Author: dizbil
Artist: sammycolt24
Pairing(s): Sam/Castiel
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 24K
Warnings: Explicit sexual content. Minor character death.
Summary: What do you do when you lose everything? When the person you love the most just disappears? There is no perfect way to deal with Dean's absence and no magical solution, Sam come to that conclusion very easily right after loosing his big brother. He's lost, desperate and scared and Castiel seems to be the answer. Sam has always loved Cas and yet it doesn't feel right, it's never enough, pretending is not enough and he must live and be happy for his mother, he must find a reason to keep on and on...
Fic link: On and On and On
**Some images below are spoilers**
(even if they are mentioned in the first five words of the story)
Ooooo! Clicky!
Banner/Header
A last picture taken of all the boys before Dean passed away.
"Dean died on a Tuesday."
A memorial card for Dean Winchester.
I had picked a time when Dean might have died, and yes, August 29 did fall on a Tuesday :)
Sam and Castiel's first kiss in the rain :)
"He wasn't thinking when his wet hands grabbed Castiel's face, wasn't thinking either when he pulled Castiel in his directions and his mind was blank when he pressed his lips against Castiel's...Was it raining?"
This one was fun to do. I had fun with the wet hair and the little rain drops dripping off their skin.
Sam joined the army, so here's a snapshot of his time overseas.
I used a reference for this one, and I wanted to use the black and white combination for this scene. War is always a hard time and I can somewhat see it as black and white, live or die. So Sam is doing his part...for Dean.
Here's the full picture used for the memorial card.
Divider
Cute little divider. I didn't think the memorial card would have worked. Too big.
Artist Techniques: These were sketched on paper, then scanned and colored in Photoshop CS2. Plenty of references were used, most of them were from the show and of the boys when they were younger.
Artist Notes: Well I was certainly pleased to have choses dizbil's fiction, and I actually ship Sam/Castiel, so this minibang was lots of fun. There were so many ideas for this story and I was happy to provide a visual for some of them. I had read that Sam was in the army from the summary and I just had to chose that. I loved how the story flowed and I loved Sam and Cas's relationship, how it was like one big roller coaster ride. I'm also happy I got the whole idea of the story that dizbil was trying to portray. I hope you do too. So lets hop on over and read diz's wonderful story.
Title: On and On and On
Author: dizbil
Artist: sammycolt24
Pairing(s): Sam/Castiel
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 24K
Warnings: Explicit sexual content. Minor character death.
Summary: What do you do when you lose everything? When the person you love the most just disappears? There is no perfect way to deal with Dean's absence and no magical solution, Sam come to that conclusion very easily right after loosing his big brother. He's lost, desperate and scared and Castiel seems to be the answer. Sam has always loved Cas and yet it doesn't feel right, it's never enough, pretending is not enough and he must live and be happy for his mother, he must find a reason to keep on and on...
Fic link: On and On and On
**Some images below are spoilers**
(even if they are mentioned in the first five words of the story)
Ooooo! Clicky!
Banner/Header
A last picture taken of all the boys before Dean passed away.
"Dean died on a Tuesday."
A memorial card for Dean Winchester.
I had picked a time when Dean might have died, and yes, August 29 did fall on a Tuesday :)
Sam and Castiel's first kiss in the rain :)
"He wasn't thinking when his wet hands grabbed Castiel's face, wasn't thinking either when he pulled Castiel in his directions and his mind was blank when he pressed his lips against Castiel's...Was it raining?"
This one was fun to do. I had fun with the wet hair and the little rain drops dripping off their skin.
Sam joined the army, so here's a snapshot of his time overseas.
I used a reference for this one, and I wanted to use the black and white combination for this scene. War is always a hard time and I can somewhat see it as black and white, live or die. So Sam is doing his part...for Dean.
Here's the full picture used for the memorial card.
Divider
Cute little divider. I didn't think the memorial card would have worked. Too big.
Artist Techniques: These were sketched on paper, then scanned and colored in Photoshop CS2. Plenty of references were used, most of them were from the show and of the boys when they were younger.
Artist Notes: Well I was certainly pleased to have choses dizbil's fiction, and I actually ship Sam/Castiel, so this minibang was lots of fun. There were so many ideas for this story and I was happy to provide a visual for some of them. I had read that Sam was in the army from the summary and I just had to chose that. I loved how the story flowed and I loved Sam and Cas's relationship, how it was like one big roller coaster ride. I'm also happy I got the whole idea of the story that dizbil was trying to portray. I hope you do too. So lets hop on over and read diz's wonderful story.