Comments | sammyd316: Marathonin' it

sammyd316

Marathonin' it

Oct 23, 2006 05:39

Tim and I got home from the Chicago Marathon at midnight tonight. It was an absolutely amazing experience. My goal was 4 hours ( Read more... )

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yourevangeline October 23 2006, 20:43:01 UTC

Hahaha. I thought so.

sammyd316 October 23 2006, 23:08:42 UTC

i didn't get rid of it to agree. it didn't need to be there anymore after you saw and responded to it.
it's your life, and you should do what's going to make you happy. it's just weird to watch you go back to colin after you told me that it was over for good with him. that's why i feel like i was the 'test' to see if it was worth leaving him, or if you should go back. you knew he'd be there waiting for you whenever you wanted, and so did i. so when it happened, after you guaranteed me that it wouldn't, it made me think differently about why you dated me, and i can't stop thinking that. that's all.

yourevangeline October 24 2006, 06:12:16 UTC

No, you were no test, I just wasn't happy with you. It made me realize how much I had before, and my relationship with Colin is a lot stronger on both sides because of this summer. I know I told you I wouldn't go back, but at the time I think I believed it. Part of me told you that because I wanted you to feel secure too. I don't know, blame it on how awful girls are and how every one you've ever been with has hurt you.

sammyd316 October 24 2006, 06:42:43 UTC

I'm glad for you that things are stronger between the two of you. I wish I didn't have to be the one in the middle, but it would seem that it is the trend with me for girls to hurt me, and here is yet another example. On with our lives, I suppose, and may yours be wonderful.

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vottleobodka October 24 2006, 16:40:05 UTC

Don't worry, bro. Day kids don't settle for anything less than the best.

You'll find her. :)

sammyd316 October 24 2006, 20:03:56 UTC

Indeed. And there has been no settling for the past several weeks because I'm having too much fun seeking (and destroying?). Who knew how many options I have here. Crazy. You get to meet a special one on Friday! Love you Kirsten.

vottleobodka October 24 2006, 23:37:17 UTC

yeah, you're a pimp. I hear stories.

ps, keep your shirt on. See you friday. :)

sammyd316 October 25 2006, 03:05:49 UTC

god only knows what you've heard. i can't help it if someone takes my shirt off. it was involuntary on my part, yet enjoyable at the same time. yay for half-naked brothers at parties? i should say so.