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[sammylynne]

I'm not gonna go too much into detail on this because..I really can't bring myself to do that. I may not be having a relationship much longer. This time, it wasn't my fault. I put myself out there and this is what fuckin happens. Trust is pretty much shot, I'm worried about things that I may or may not have to worry about and I'm torn between what

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[ashley112786]

Sam,
Everything will be alright, you'll see. I know that you will hear that alot in the next few days but it's true. Know always that you have us, your friends, to talk to at any time. Even if you just want us to listen. It is going to be hard for a while, I can almost guarantee it since you obviously care so deeply for him. You would be crazy not to feel some sort of emotion about him. Just know that you will always have your friends in the end and nothing, and I mean nothing, will change that....even if it means we have to drive to Manchester and kidnap you!(and believe me we would do it)lol....we will always be here. To laugh with you, share secrets with you, cry with you, chillax with you or just to talk. I will always be here so feel free to call. You know the cell number so hit it up....or call the room...the #'s 295-6305. I luv you and will always be here for you. Feel better
Love,
~Ashley~

[beyond_sunrise]

aw, Sammy Lynne...

I pretty much know EXACTLY how that feels. and unfortunately, it's a sucky sucky thing. guys are douche bags, and that's all there is to it. you don't deserve to feel lonely or unwanted or rejected. no one does, especially you, because you're such an awesome person. if he makes you feel that way, then get rid of him. there's somebody out there for you. so maybe it wasn't this guy. it might not be the one after him, or the one after him, but you're gonna find that wonderful, amazing, sexy, goofy, romantic guy that's just right for you! because you deserve him.

best of luck, Sammy. I'm here for you if you need anything!

♥
Kelley

[sammylynne]

I wanted to make it work but apparently this isn't the best time for him to want to do that :-/...I'm not gonna give up on him because us not being together anymore is just too weird. It was weird going to the mall with him today "just as friends"...awkward. We didn't laugh or talk together like we used to..or just randomly flirt for no reason. It was just...strange. I wanted to hold his hand so bad and just pretend like it never happened. On the way to the mall that Mariah carey song, "We belong together" came on and I had to look away because tears started forming in my eyes. We always used to make fun of that song when we were dating and now every single word in that song relates to us. He'd always turn that song off and make fun of the fact that I like(liked) it but for some reason he let the whole thing play. That made me wanna cry even more. I thought I would be fine with this but I don't think I'm strong enough to watch him move on. I hate that everything around me reminds me of him and all the times we spent together...I've

[sweet_refrain]

i'm kicking his fucking ass. he always pissed me off, he's a pimp. and he's wayyy to over confident. idiot./ tell him fuck off because you're better than that. seriously.