dizzy...

[sammys_mind]

i don't even know how to describe how i feel right now. overwhelmed, lonely, selfish... i go round and round in my head about things that i should have done or said that could've somehow improved our current situation. but i find nothing substantial. whisps of a long gone plan sifting through my fucking fingers... and dissapearing like smoke

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[greyanna]

Mental addictions are the hardest to break. Take sweet tooths...

I don't think you have run out of passion. It is misplaced...you will stumble across it soon and you will come up roaring.

[fhunter]

when did i become such a shut-in? or was i always this fucking awkward and i just never noticed? is that why i hid in steve for so many years? is that why i've always wandered from place to place (really, stumbled) without solid reason, only a feeling? am i just a coward after all? Only awkward with new stuff, and even then, not that bad. Based on past interactions (from years ago) awkward would NEVER be a word I'd use to describe you