Looking for Max (open to Max)

[sammytech]

*Sam goes out of the room looking for Max. She looks in the kitchen, dinning room, gardens and other sitting rooms. She has not seen much of Max and she is getting lonesome and misses talking and laughing with him. She understands that he wants to avoid Keith but does that mean avoiding her too

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[gamemasterpeg]

*looking up from his notebook, places his pen down the moment that Sam asked to talk to him* Certainly. Something on your mind? *removes his monocle*

[sammytech]

*takes a deep breath and gathers her courage* Max I know you are staying clear of Keith and that you have been keeping busy doing some research on demons. I miss you. I would like to spend some time with you. We can do whatever you want. I miss our talks. I miss just holding your hand and sitting with you in silence. I just miss you.

[gamemasterpeg]

*tilts his head to the side, listening to her speak, understanding where she's coming from, takes her hand* Keith is really the least of my worries. *sighs, closing his eye, sorting out his thoughts* I'll be honest with you. *opens his eyes slowly, bringing Sam to his lap* I feel like I have failed you. I'm a coward and I'm feeling like I have failed everyone else by my lack of action.

*takes in a deep breath, looks up at the ceiling then back down to meet her eyes* Sometimes I feel like a burden and I don't deserve what I have. What if I mess up and I lose you and the baby? I wouldn't be able to live with myself.

[sammytech]

*listens to him and kisses him on the forehead and looks deep into his eye* You have not failed me Max. I have not done much either and I too have felt like I was just dead weight. I wanted to help but I know I had to take care of myself for you and the baby. I was able to find something I could do and that was research. I helped you find passages and I know that the more research you do and even with my help we will find answers. I can't tell you what to do about Keith because I do not know what happened between you two but if he decides to come and talk to you then let him. Be careful though but listen to what he has to say. I worry about messing up and the baby as well. We can only do what we can do. I know you will do all you can to insure my and the baby's safety. I do not wish to mess up and loose you either. I love you with all my heart.