i typed a million angry hurtful words to slap you a gazillion times in the face, and then i stared myself hard in the mirror, drank a cup of water, and sucked them all back in.

True friends my eyes had finally saw,
Those who with me, have been through all.
Blinded I was by hurts of some,
Couldn't find a friend, amist all the rum.
Open my eyes the Lord has done,
Removed my pain, had it gunned,
That now I see these blessed gifts,
Molded, crafted and carefully sieved.

i need to be more happy.
i AM happy. just need to be happy-er.
i thought i was quite happy until my phone told me otherwise.
my phone has this text prediction thingy that sets the words you use the most frequently as the default word.
for a long time, my default smiley was ":)" but nowadays i think i've been using ":(" so much until the latter has ( Read more... )

it's funny how you're so far away and yet i think about you so much, so much that whenever someone brings up a topic totally unrelated to you, i would think of you and you'd become part of the scenario. i keep doing that. i would think, what would you do or say if you were with me? i'm sure as hell it annoys some people but it's almost a knee jerk ( Read more... )

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life

It's getting hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to have the feelings?
And look the other way

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want ( Read more... )

There was nothing to say
The day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I held a taxi in the rain
Looking for someplace to ease the pain

Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

You really know where to start
Fixing my broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have ( Read more... )

LESS EMO = MORE SLEEP!
thanks marcus! (:

haha. i think emo-ing is contagious mann!
sorry people who have caught the emo bug from me! :/
i shall try not to emo anymore for fear of getting beaten up! hurr.

why did you leave that note in my phone just so i would find it ( Read more... )

If your heart's not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on

Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it