sometimes i wonder if it's wrong for me to still love you madi because i wonder if it's not fair to my caitlin, my wonderful girl. but you are so special to me, i wonder if you see it sometimes. you're someone who fits with me so perfectly, we woke up together and you held me hand. what were the chances? do you ever wonder what could happen in ( Read more... )

i remember when we were little we would write down all the things we were thankful for and we'd tell the class and we'd have little thanksgiving feasts, even a little play with thanksgiving songs. now there's little of that and at an adolescent stage many of us don't even act as though we're thankful for anything, not even our own bodies. we ( Read more... )

i'm a bundle of contradictions. i'm so anti-social and pick apart every single person i meet. i let so many different people into my life but i let some of the most important ones just walk out. i'm mean, critical and pessimistic but i want good vibes surrounding my life. i need inner change and i remind myself everyday but i'm too lazy to do ( Read more... )

i don't understand your curses, your jumbled words, your clauses. put sentences together and talk to me. i can't be a comfort if i'm blind to your mind.

this was private for quite a long time because my thoughts get me in trouble but i've decided to make this silly thing public again.

i love my girl, i could have done better on my report card, i have a steady cash flow, i need something new.
enjoy my thoughts, i guess.

i'm so excited for warped tour next week, meet some new people, see some old friends, run into past loves. who knows? i'm up for whatever you want to throw at me. today was nice, i got stressed for a while but it was great to be with them again. i'm happy just standing there listening to conor's iPod and holding cell phones. they are the best ( Read more... )

my heart hurts, i need an asprin

it's hard to listen to him without thinking about you, remember when we fell asleep listening to him? remember when i was in quebec and i stood amongst scary drunken people so i could talk to you on the phone? you were so cute and mrs. jensen's mom thought you were my boyfriend. remember how you stayed with me until i had to leave the night ( Read more... )

I'm happy again, i still really miss you. I'm moving on with my excellent friends ( Read more... )

i'm so unhappy with my life right now, it's getting ridiculous. i feel like i'm the only person trying to keep friendships alive. i never get calls or texts anymore. i'm trying to make friends and be better. my heart is hurting so unbelievably bad. i feel stranded, i can't listen to a stupid lovesong without crying. i can't look at a picture ( Read more... )