I'm falling apart. I can't take this. I'm far too weak for this crap. I've got this pain in the ass eagle project that I have to do, thus limiting the time I will have to have a social life. Luckily, I have friday off this weekend, since this dude called in sick, and I had to work today. Perhaps this weekend will offer up a chance to rediscover ( Read more... )

perhaps some sleep will help...

this passed weekend has been a bit trying. I got very little sleep, which is unusual for the weekend, and I don't really feel tired. I have those common symptoms, like my eyes are constantly burning, but I'm not mentally screwy... except when I got up at 4 AM to go to the bathroom, I hit the switch for the fan, got confused by the noise, and began ( Read more... )

I really need to develop a regular work out plan. I've gotten really out of shape, even from what I was before. Tomorrow i have the day off. I'll see if I can squeeze something in somewhere. I don't want to have to spend the summer working out instead of at the beach like a normal person ( Read more... )

Today was an interesting day. I finally figured out why I have so many days where I'm 'out of it'. Of course, that is my meaningless excuse, but I was never really sure WHAT was wrong with me at the time. Today, for the first time, I realized it. Throughout today, I was in deep thought. I was contemplating my future, thinking about all the people i ( Read more... )

If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you....

Weird. Today was a pretty good day even though I worked for 9 hours.

Today was not too bad a day. I had an inspiring and though provoking conversation with someone this morning (you know who you are, thanks), and then I went to school. No homework, and I even got to nap in 5th period. Unfortunately, after I got paid, I went to work, and somehow got MORE tired after drinking a quart of Green Tea with Ginseng. wtf? ( Read more... )

I had a paranoia attack on my way home from work. This black guy was driving all fast and shit, and I thought he wanted to race or something, but I was too lazy, so he started mimicing my every move. He would follow my lane changes, he would follow my turns, except he turned off at Super Walmart like, not even half a mile from my house. It was ( Read more... )

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