I hate that I still say "but whatever"; a friend of mine freshman year pointed out that I only say that as I'm dismissing something or leaving a subject when I'm actually really pissed about it.

But whatever.

I don't think I'll ever be able to shake this cold feeling out of my bones.

However, I feel that it's taking less and less time to adjust to bad things happening in my life. This is a useful skill.

This kind of freaked me out/was cool.

I have yet to make it to the end of a party I have thrown. That should not change.

So I "ran" a marathon yesterday. Given my relatively high lack of preparation, and the frequency of the smoking and other destructive habits which I did not give up, I targeted 5 hours for my time, and ended up getting done in 5:29:34, the very last in the 1-19 male age group. I think it's ok, because I walked most of the first half with my dad, ( Read more... )

So I went to MSU yesterday, where, for the first time in my college career (to my recollection) I had to pay for a cup. Well, sort of, Rhiannon paid and now I owe her. It was a sweet party, though, and her friend's band was pretty solid, with their computer drummer and all ... on the whole it was an awesome night/day ( Read more... )

One moment from summer was when we were all in Denver, I began explaining the advanced aspects of dual-fisted rock, paper, scissors to Zack. Mark aided in the explanation of how double scissors is a common introductory throw, but useful to throw oneself in order to test the strategy of the opponent. Later in the evening, Zack and I played another ( Read more... )

... although making my aparment smell of rich mahogany could take some work ( Read more... )

So I got my laptop, finally. There's 1 dead pixel. Sucks, but I don't think I care enough to do something about it, especially because Newegg expects 7 before you return it ( Read more... )

So my life is rapidly becoming shambles. My laptop arrived approximately 10 minutes after I left (15 minutes late) for class after 5. AND apparently Newegg.com has some kind of contract where UPS can't hold the shipment at their facility, until after the 3 attempts to deliver it. All this is in light of the fact that I paid an extra $20 for ( Read more... )