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[2 am]

[pieta_au_lait]

Are you awake?

[pieta_au_lait]

Paradise?

[samsera]

There has to be something like that.

[pieta_au_lait]

I think so, too... but I have trouble sometimes.

[samsera]

I don't know if it's everything we dream of... but there has to be somewhere where God touches the world, you know?

[pieta_au_lait]

Isn't it within? That place, where God is inside us.

[samsera]

Do you think so?

[pieta_au_lait]

That's what I was taught, when I was younger. I wonder if it's true. Then again, my faith never taught anything like reincarnation.

[samsera]

I don't know, really. I've always thought of God as a force outside myself.

[pieta_au_lait]

Well, yes, but it's also said that God resides inside every person. And if your faith and will is strong enough, you'll eventually find that place.

I don't know if that exists inside me anymore, but... maybe He never did.

[samsera]

At home, it's commonly accepted that God is the cause of some of the problems we have. In a direct way, not a set-Creation-in-motion way. So it's easy to believe God is there. Having faith in the world is harder.

[pieta_au_lait]

Like, God was angry or sad and caused this?

[samsera]

Right!

[pieta_au_lait]

I think I understand that point of view. At least, I've wondered if I'm the result of God's sadness, or something like that.

[samsera]

Why would you think that?!

[pieta_au_lait]

I don't think I was meant to exist. Not normally.