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samuraiknight75

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Jan 28, 2009 21:06

I feel sick. I want to throw up. something is wrong. but i dont know and may never know. All i know is that someone is very upset and there's nothing i can do. i hate that. listen i just dont "hate" it, it does deeper than that. mental scars. it hurts. back in one of my relationships.... i would get yelled at. she wouldnt tell me the reason why she ( Read more... )

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i say this as a friend greenkitty14 January 31 2009, 04:42:06 UTC

you need to grow the fuck up. grow some balls and quit crying about stuff that doesn't matter. things could be so much worse for you, and you're so ungrateful for all the good things you have. if you can't think of anything good, then you really need to take a good look around. everyone has problems, and bad things happen...my best friend just lost some family dearly beloved to her and she still finds a way to be happy and grateful. she has tons of health problems, has never had the experience of any relationship, just dealing with constant rejection and always feeling subordinate but she's still grateful for what she has and takes it like an adult, not some scared little boy who cries when things don't go his way. i love you, but you piss me off when you get like this. grow up and knock it off. be a man for God's sake. if you truly feel that things would be better for you to leave and get killed, then go. see if you actually believe that.

greenkitty14 January 31 2009, 04:54:02 UTC

and i swear to God, if you turn this into "i do everything wrong, everything is my fault, no body cares about me" boo hoo bullshit, don't even respond because i'm not gonna give it the time of day. c'mon. you sound like a child. look at things for how they really are. it's ok to be sad and feel down because it's normal, but you constantly put yourself in the victim role of "woe is me, nothing good ever happens, i am the chivalrous underdog". if you were chivalrous and manly you'd make a REAL attempt at fixing things with Jon, even if you think he's in the wrong. it's the right thing and adult thing to do, but you don't even try. quit feeling sorry for yourself. it's tiring and it gets really old ( ... )