A Breakup, and an apology.

[samw61]

It’s been over a week since I broke up with Laura. I know it was the right decision and as much as I wanted to agree with everything she did, said or thought, I knew I couldn’t. And her issues with long term relationships along with the “It’s not you, it’s me” thing. Sure it may have had nothing to do with me, but hell it still affected me.

Comments

[laurakate27]

oh i am not mad at you for any of this! at all.

I wish i could make things okay with you and Laura but I know it's just gunna take time and no friend sitting there saying "i'm there for you" is really gunna do anything with the pain.

I'm glad you told the truth and I know that one day everything will be okay. =)

Try not to get too distracted by it. I don't want you to loose sight of who you are. Who you were before Laura. And how much you've grown.

I love you =) x

[samw61]

haha yeah its funny isn't it. I was fine about 10 minuets ago then WHAM, suddenly I wasn't. So frustrating but I suppose you're right, time and effort will fix things, of course not to what they were, but PLEASE at least friends (and without the added awkwardness would be even better). Though at the moment I can't see that.

Thanks Loz, if you want to distract me from my getting distracted any time, please let me know. We should make it more regular! You know, like once a month!! :P
See you sometime anyway! :)

[laurakate27]

I think we should be making it more like every 2 weeks! but not till I'm off rounds. So the week after next we'll book in some time to chat etc.
I can't wait! I promis I will make time for you. Just when I'm on rounds I'm so busy. And these 2 weeks have really tested me. I have a bad teacher and a bunch of horrible kids. I wake up every morning with a headache and feeling like I'm gunna vomit because I'm so anxious about doing something wrong. =(
How you feeling today?

[samw61]

Hmm, every 2 weeks..?! I think you're stretching it a bit!! :P

I hope the your teaching rounds improve, just remember that you have a bad time of year and anyone will be in a slightly grumpier mood that usual! Anyway best of luck with it all and I'll see you some other time!!

[crosschick]

I really don't have alot to say to this post, I just wanted to let you know that I've read it and that i'm here if you want to talk.

[samw61]

Thanks Alice, and I'm sorry for all this..

[samw61]

Thanks Adam. And where are you tonight?! It's Friday!!! :O