Well, faithful compainions, time for another entry. Indeed it has been a while, but oh well. Father's day is coming up. Great. Just another reminder of how much my family life sucks. It always has and always will. My parents pretty much despise me as a person. Oh well. I have my friends? I only really talk to one of them now. Yeah, you ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of worrying about myself. I'm officially going to stop. Whenever I do worry about myself, I become mean and insensitive, and downright evil. I'm tired of hurting people. No more. I can't take it. I have to be able to be a positive person in others' lives. The other night helped me come to this. It's all for you that I do this. ( Read more... )

Your gentle voice I hear ( Read more... )

I'm so tired. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of caring. I'm just tired. I bust by chops trying to be the best I can for everybody. Why is it that so very very few people even care? Am I so despicable that people can't stand being around me? Why? Why do I even care? Why can't I be like so many others and adopt the "If it doesn't effect me I ( Read more... )

Hey there, people. I don't know why, but today isn't such a good day today. As I was sitting here earlier at the csc, I started to cry for no reason. What's wrong with me? Why do I have to go through this? What is it that makes me have to suffer more so than others? I just want to be normal.

I've been awake since 3:00 this morning. Well, with the exception of a one hour nap at about 5 this afternoon. Anyways. Last night I got an email from one of the people in my program group. He didn't have his program finished. I went to bed immediately, which was 12. But it was all good. I had cinnabon's today. And of course, it was made so ( Read more... )

When I woke up today at 10:15, I had no idea what today held ( Read more... )

Nyah, just woke up.... took my medicine, so I'm kinda woozy ( Read more... )

yeah, thought I'd type this up for you. It's kind of a song that I wrote a while back, tell me what you think ( Read more... )

Man oh man am I bushed. I got up yesterday at about 6:30, and I was up till about 4:00 this morning...yuck. Not that I'm complaining about yesterday. It was a pretty good day. Aside from me being involved, involved-not in, a car accident because of the car I drive, it being wet and cold, taking somebody on a "snipe" hunt when I didn't think it ( Read more... )