it's so beautiful, when the boy smiles. wanna hold him...

okay one more thing. i want to make my journal friends only and i want the friends only banner to be this one specific picture of me (i'll give it to whoever makes this for me) and the words "and i feel like i'm naked in front of the crowd cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud" from anna nalick's 'breathe ( Read more... )

last night matt told me the new ringtone when i call is Oasis' 'Wonderwall.' he was like "its your ringtone because.... well... i uh, i just really like this song." obviously stating without saying that its because of the meaning behind it and me. duh.

i didn't think a thing about it til i went and looked at the lyrics today. man, i love him.

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it's weird being home.

for the first time, it's weird.

i got in at like 530am and slept until like 230pm. i dreaded getting out of my bed because i knew i wasn't where i feel like home is anymore ( Read more... )

i love all of you so so much. thank you for your words and your calls.

i'm coming home in 8 daysi fly into JFK saturday morning (like 530am) June 10th and am home until the following saturday night (6/18 ( Read more... )

so its been a long time and a lot of things have changed ( Read more... )

i'm alive ( Read more... )

21 & INVINCIBLE.

i love birthdays. i love matt. i love that my mom is in utah. i love my roommates. i love my new house.

i love that i have a papasan chair from pier one (finally). i love that i'll (finally) have a bed tomorrow (a queen no less). i love that my bed will be awesome for sleepoversi love getting lilies and not roses. i love that he ( Read more... )

i flew in monday, got in around 10:30am. the best part of my florida trip occurred at the airport in SLC while waiting for baggage. i called bri while the plain was taxiing (sp? two i's like 'skiing'? sure.) and she told me she was outside circling in her car and just to call her once i had my luggage. well, i was standing there waiting for my ( Read more... )

hi loves.

i just finished my media law paper. i've spent the past week and a half writing 4 papers to get them out of the way before i go to florida. mission (finally) accomplished.

a few things:
mel: congrats, love <3 may you two be HAPPY!!! (screw liarface!)
brian: you can never fall in love too quick. with love there are no rules. i finally ( Read more... )