[Fic] Been Blind
[Characters]: Komamura Susumu and Kuchiki Hikaru
[Pairing]: HikaSusu
[Summary]: Hikaru has been rather blind this last few years. Well, make that decades!
[Word Count]: ~1300
[Finished]: 23.September.2009
[Beta]: not beta-read
[Warnings]: Heavy kissing and grinding teenage/young adult Shinigami.
[Rating]: PG-13
[Author's Notes]: marianek came up with this pairing with this very hot drawing (if you can't see it you'll have to join the comm) and gokuma and me came up with a way of torturing them.
So Hikaru is a womaniser, or better yet he goes after anything that moves, perhaps excluding animals, but then again Susumu has a fox for a father so...XD anyway, anything that moves except for Susumu, who has been in love with him ever since he understood what love is. To add to the torture, Susumu is able to see the love threads of shinigami, and knows where Hikaru's thread ends...
Hope you like it, sweet wolf.
This was heaven! Susumu’s lips on mine, almond bitter-sweetness, hot and hard.
His hands pushing me against the wooden wall of the Tea Pavilion. My hands on his so soft hair and on his hip, pulling him close; a need for contact I had never felt before and my hand circled his slender hip, daring to rest on the small of his back, pulling him even closer to me.
I moaned into his mouth and there was a low growl in his throat as he moved into me, pressing our hips together and into the wall. The jolt of energy that went through my body when his groin joined mine was electrifying. I swear I could’ve come right that instant. Susumu’s voice only making it harder, as he whispered, huskily, “Hikaru...”
Both my hands met in his hair, petting the oh so soft ears and he purred, melting in my arms, lips forgetting to kiss and his head resting where my neck met my shoulder.
“What was I thinking?” I whispered in his ear, “to not have noticed you before.” It was exasperating having been so blind.
He told me so, “you’ve always been rather blind.” A chuckle escaping his lips, the breath caressing my skin.
Heaven!
“You should’ve told me.” I kissed his ear and he shivered sweetly against me.
“It wouldn’t have made any difference,” he stated to my neck.
And then he raised his head and looked at me, gold eyes flashing in the sunset with such devotion and hunger it made me shiver and melt in his arms. When his mouth closed over mine, possessive, owning, taking, I with the endless roll of one week flings; I who never gave nothing, who always took and never looked back, I yielded all to him.
I opened my mouth and let him rule over my tongue, tangled my fingers in his hair and wrapped a leg over his, grinding. His growl, this time, was clearly of possession. I was undone and totally his.
“HIKARU-SAMA!!!”
We were apart faster than shunpo. One of the Elders of the Kuchiki Council stood gaping at us, a scowl of severe disapproval in his face, his eyes looking Susumu over with distaste. I didn’t like that.
“What do you think you are doing? This is not acceptable behaviour for the heir of the Kuchiki Clan! Cavorting in the dark with... with that...”
I bristled and took two menacing steps in his direction. Call me anything to my face, but never, ever insult Susumu. Wherever you are I will know it and act upon it. I always have and always will, no matter my relationship with Susu. I told him, menacingly, “I dare you to finish that sentence...”
Susumu was at my side, before I could grab the Elder by the neck and shake him or hit him like he deserved, or...
“Hikaru, no!” he said, soothingly.
The man eyed us, displeasure in his face and whined, “Your father will hear of this!”
I puffed my chest and yelled at him, “he better. If you don’t, I will tell him.”
The Elder drew away, throwing us dirty looks over his shoulder.
I turned to Susumu and taking his hand to my lips said, “I’m sorry. I should’ve handled that better.” But seriously, do not even try to insult Susu in my presence, I just lose it, bad. How I could have missed that that was related to how I felt about him was beyond me. But like everyone kept pointing out, I’m rather blind when it comes to these things.
He looked apologetic too, which puzzled me, then he said, “The fault is mine. I should have not lost control, I... it just...it was overwhelming...” And then blushed furiously, turning away from me; he was still so adorable when he was embarrassed.
I didn’t let him get far, holding him from behind, my chin resting on his shoulder. “I like it that you lost control. That was the best kiss I ever had.”
“Ha,” he huffed disbelievingly.
“In fact, I want more!”I told him, turning him to face me. He took a step back and I raise my eyebrow just like father does.
He explained, “that Elder probably has someone watching us.”
“Perv!” I muttered. “I don’t care, Susumu. I know my father won’t care. I’ll fight him if he does!”
“You do realize that this goes beyond what you care and way beyond you and me. You’re the heir to the noble Kuchiki House and...”
I didn’t let him finish, when he started thinking it could go on non-stop. “Mark my words Komamura Susumu, nothing - NOTHING! - is beyond you for me. Not the Kuchiki Elders and succession of the House, not my parents or yours. Nothing!”
Susumu gulped.
I could be too intense, I knew, but he had to understand this, he had to know we were for real.
He nodded stiffly, his eyes shining and that same expression of devotion and hunger burning into me.
I suddenly realized that expression for what it was: LOVE. Susumu. Loved. Me. This perfect, devoted, gorgeous, foxy boy loved me.
It was humbling.
Then a thought abruptly surfaced, was what I felt for him love? I knew he was more than another of those week flings I was famous for; had I been that blind?! Stupid question, of course I had!
And then a bubbled of this deep feeling grew in my stomach, making my legs weak; slid up my chest, constricting my heart and come out of me in a strangled sound, nor quite a moan, not yet a laugh.
And he knew all that was going through me at that very instant. There were tears in his eyes when he said, “You needed to find out by yourself; otherwise I never would’ve been sure.”
I wondered how long I had been hurting him with my obliviousness. “How long have you...” I trailed off, he understood.
“Ever since I realized what the ribbons I see behind people mean. Yours has always ended on me.”
“Can you see yours? Does it end on me?”
He thumped me in the head. “Obviously, Baka!” he said with a grin and a tear escaping his left eye.
I pulled him around the neck to me and held him as close I as could without crawling into his skin. This was so right. Stupid, stupid, Hikaru!
There was a small clearing of a throat and he tried but I didn’t let him escape my embrace.
“Hikaru-sama, your father requests your presence in his quarters.”
I dismissed the servant him with a wave of hand.
“Do you want me to go with you?” Susumu asked.
“Nah, I can handle him. I can always get my dad if father’s being unreasonable. But I know it will be alright.”
“Such confidence,” he mocked me.
So I trailed my hands down his sides, Susumu shivered and let escape a soft moan, I took the opportunity kissed him reassuringly, I hoped, and very hotly, I was sure.
“I’ll come and find you when I’m done.”
“All right. Stay calm and don’t lose your temper.”
I chuckled, he knew me so well. I reassured him, “I won’t.”
With another kiss and a petting hand over his tail I turned to leave.
His gold eyes flashed in hunger and I found myself pressed against him again. My lips to his, his hands on my side, keeping me away. It was my turn to growl.
“Go,” he murmured. “Don’t keep your father waiting, Hikaru.”
My name on his lips turned me to mush. I stopped kissing him; if it was this hard to leave his mouth, how was I gonna let go of all of him.
It took all my strength to go in search of my father, leaving him there grinning at me.
September2009©MarinLiliz
[Pairing]: HikaSusu
[Summary]: Hikaru has been rather blind this last few years. Well, make that decades!
[Word Count]: ~1300
[Finished]: 23.September.2009
[Beta]: not beta-read
[Warnings]: Heavy kissing and grinding teenage/young adult Shinigami.
[Rating]: PG-13
[Author's Notes]: marianek came up with this pairing with this very hot drawing (if you can't see it you'll have to join the comm) and gokuma and me came up with a way of torturing them.
So Hikaru is a womaniser, or better yet he goes after anything that moves, perhaps excluding animals, but then again Susumu has a fox for a father so...XD anyway, anything that moves except for Susumu, who has been in love with him ever since he understood what love is. To add to the torture, Susumu is able to see the love threads of shinigami, and knows where Hikaru's thread ends...
Hope you like it, sweet wolf.
This was heaven! Susumu’s lips on mine, almond bitter-sweetness, hot and hard.
His hands pushing me against the wooden wall of the Tea Pavilion. My hands on his so soft hair and on his hip, pulling him close; a need for contact I had never felt before and my hand circled his slender hip, daring to rest on the small of his back, pulling him even closer to me.
I moaned into his mouth and there was a low growl in his throat as he moved into me, pressing our hips together and into the wall. The jolt of energy that went through my body when his groin joined mine was electrifying. I swear I could’ve come right that instant. Susumu’s voice only making it harder, as he whispered, huskily, “Hikaru...”
Both my hands met in his hair, petting the oh so soft ears and he purred, melting in my arms, lips forgetting to kiss and his head resting where my neck met my shoulder.
“What was I thinking?” I whispered in his ear, “to not have noticed you before.” It was exasperating having been so blind.
He told me so, “you’ve always been rather blind.” A chuckle escaping his lips, the breath caressing my skin.
Heaven!
“You should’ve told me.” I kissed his ear and he shivered sweetly against me.
“It wouldn’t have made any difference,” he stated to my neck.
And then he raised his head and looked at me, gold eyes flashing in the sunset with such devotion and hunger it made me shiver and melt in his arms. When his mouth closed over mine, possessive, owning, taking, I with the endless roll of one week flings; I who never gave nothing, who always took and never looked back, I yielded all to him.
I opened my mouth and let him rule over my tongue, tangled my fingers in his hair and wrapped a leg over his, grinding. His growl, this time, was clearly of possession. I was undone and totally his.
“HIKARU-SAMA!!!”
We were apart faster than shunpo. One of the Elders of the Kuchiki Council stood gaping at us, a scowl of severe disapproval in his face, his eyes looking Susumu over with distaste. I didn’t like that.
“What do you think you are doing? This is not acceptable behaviour for the heir of the Kuchiki Clan! Cavorting in the dark with... with that...”
I bristled and took two menacing steps in his direction. Call me anything to my face, but never, ever insult Susumu. Wherever you are I will know it and act upon it. I always have and always will, no matter my relationship with Susu. I told him, menacingly, “I dare you to finish that sentence...”
Susumu was at my side, before I could grab the Elder by the neck and shake him or hit him like he deserved, or...
“Hikaru, no!” he said, soothingly.
The man eyed us, displeasure in his face and whined, “Your father will hear of this!”
I puffed my chest and yelled at him, “he better. If you don’t, I will tell him.”
The Elder drew away, throwing us dirty looks over his shoulder.
I turned to Susumu and taking his hand to my lips said, “I’m sorry. I should’ve handled that better.” But seriously, do not even try to insult Susu in my presence, I just lose it, bad. How I could have missed that that was related to how I felt about him was beyond me. But like everyone kept pointing out, I’m rather blind when it comes to these things.
He looked apologetic too, which puzzled me, then he said, “The fault is mine. I should have not lost control, I... it just...it was overwhelming...” And then blushed furiously, turning away from me; he was still so adorable when he was embarrassed.
I didn’t let him get far, holding him from behind, my chin resting on his shoulder. “I like it that you lost control. That was the best kiss I ever had.”
“Ha,” he huffed disbelievingly.
“In fact, I want more!”I told him, turning him to face me. He took a step back and I raise my eyebrow just like father does.
He explained, “that Elder probably has someone watching us.”
“Perv!” I muttered. “I don’t care, Susumu. I know my father won’t care. I’ll fight him if he does!”
“You do realize that this goes beyond what you care and way beyond you and me. You’re the heir to the noble Kuchiki House and...”
I didn’t let him finish, when he started thinking it could go on non-stop. “Mark my words Komamura Susumu, nothing - NOTHING! - is beyond you for me. Not the Kuchiki Elders and succession of the House, not my parents or yours. Nothing!”
Susumu gulped.
I could be too intense, I knew, but he had to understand this, he had to know we were for real.
He nodded stiffly, his eyes shining and that same expression of devotion and hunger burning into me.
I suddenly realized that expression for what it was: LOVE. Susumu. Loved. Me. This perfect, devoted, gorgeous, foxy boy loved me.
It was humbling.
Then a thought abruptly surfaced, was what I felt for him love? I knew he was more than another of those week flings I was famous for; had I been that blind?! Stupid question, of course I had!
And then a bubbled of this deep feeling grew in my stomach, making my legs weak; slid up my chest, constricting my heart and come out of me in a strangled sound, nor quite a moan, not yet a laugh.
And he knew all that was going through me at that very instant. There were tears in his eyes when he said, “You needed to find out by yourself; otherwise I never would’ve been sure.”
I wondered how long I had been hurting him with my obliviousness. “How long have you...” I trailed off, he understood.
“Ever since I realized what the ribbons I see behind people mean. Yours has always ended on me.”
“Can you see yours? Does it end on me?”
He thumped me in the head. “Obviously, Baka!” he said with a grin and a tear escaping his left eye.
I pulled him around the neck to me and held him as close I as could without crawling into his skin. This was so right. Stupid, stupid, Hikaru!
There was a small clearing of a throat and he tried but I didn’t let him escape my embrace.
“Hikaru-sama, your father requests your presence in his quarters.”
I dismissed the servant him with a wave of hand.
“Do you want me to go with you?” Susumu asked.
“Nah, I can handle him. I can always get my dad if father’s being unreasonable. But I know it will be alright.”
“Such confidence,” he mocked me.
So I trailed my hands down his sides, Susumu shivered and let escape a soft moan, I took the opportunity kissed him reassuringly, I hoped, and very hotly, I was sure.
“I’ll come and find you when I’m done.”
“All right. Stay calm and don’t lose your temper.”
I chuckled, he knew me so well. I reassured him, “I won’t.”
With another kiss and a petting hand over his tail I turned to leave.
His gold eyes flashed in hunger and I found myself pressed against him again. My lips to his, his hands on my side, keeping me away. It was my turn to growl.
“Go,” he murmured. “Don’t keep your father waiting, Hikaru.”
My name on his lips turned me to mush. I stopped kissing him; if it was this hard to leave his mouth, how was I gonna let go of all of him.
It took all my strength to go in search of my father, leaving him there grinning at me.
September2009©MarinLiliz