I know I rarely update this thing, but for some reason I've had the urge to post some pictures to recap my first semester. And hell, it's been a good one at that.


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I never update this

I also never listen to country

UNTIL TODAY! haha

Everything has been so good lately, regardless of the fact that I get hardly any sleep ( Read more... )

Does anyone have pics from OAR?

So OAR is tomorrow night my friends, but for some reason, I have a feeling that this year is going to be a bust. Last year I went not knowing what to expect and had the best night. But this year, it's a mess. The year of buildup before this concert is slowly dying down ( Read more... )

just read this
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=sandimandi79

i don't know what I'm doing with myself

birthday---next friday....i hate my birthday, it always sucks

I think I was in denile, but I realized how much of myself I changed for someone else. Quite pathetic, I know, but it was in all attempt to save something that wasn't even there. I'm not even remotely close to the person I was before all of this. I've done so much stupid stuff...to save something that I knew wouldn't work. I feel like an idiot ( Read more... )

I've tried really hard to pretend like I'm perfectly fine for the past three weeks. Really, really hard. The truth is that I'm not at all. I'm not the same person. Nor have I been since Christmas. I've never felt so lonely, even though I know I have plenty of friends, and then some. I don't have what I want. I'm not exactly sure what I want, ( Read more... )

So...it's over.

I hope you find whatever you are looking for.

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to wasteCould it be worse ( Read more... )