...and i thought i wanted to be the star

I feel so empty

"Ooh Its hot in here" she bouts. As she ruffles her curls with her painted nails. She breaths in deeply, rather sensuously, and stares intently into his eyes. Wishing he could read her thoughts.

HaHa...Im sitting in your room! Typing away...empty words that say just what they mean.

...and that look he gets in his eyes when hes on his adventures.

I saw You Dont Know Jack, finally. now i sort of wish I hadn't. I was rather disappointed to be honest. I think I could have cried, if there hadn't been so many people there with impatient eyes waiting to see my reaction. I've been searching for errors, ones that I could pinpoint and then have it banned from my memory ( Read more... )

madcoconut: i haven't heard from you in what seems like ages
Jottle11: didnt' we talk like 3 weeks ago or something?

haha! Gavin I thought you would enjoy reading that most of all....the extent of our love for each other.

I fear this summer will end too soon.

I saw AI yesterday. It was nearly impossible to take it all in. and quite hard to stop the tears.

he surprises me. Just when i am ready to give up. I just think of him as a social butterfly, not genuinely caring about anybody, about me. But then he does something truly amazing. And i try not to grab on fearing that it doesn't mean a thing. I hope at least sometimes I really matter to you, and that maybe you think of me every once in a while.