what do you say when your father tells you that he seriously considers the thought of suicide... that he really thinks that he is unworthy to have raised the best most honest man hes ever met, he was refering to me... and that he seriously thinks that he would he would only be a burden on us if he stayed around. well i didnt really say anything.. ( Read more... )

so i sat down after a long day and had 2 thoughts at the very same time. 1 man, i gotta go poo. 2 dude, i need to lace up my new pair of shoes. so being the debonare mutha fucka that i am i then discovered that i am also a genius of multi-tasking. i saved so much time by combining two seemingly unrelated tasks that i even have enough time to tell ( Read more... )

so i was thinking... at what point does one become too old for a long drawn out tickle fight? it would seem that many would say that that is the stuff of younger people and now that im a bit older it its kinda wierd. but im not so sure i care...

Glorious French Victorys...what a nation ( Read more... )

Talkin shit about a pretty sunset

blanketing opinions that ill probably regret

change my mind so much i cant trust it

my mind changes me so much, i cant even trust myself

so sarah called and asked if i wanted to help out at her church in building some set stuff... and this is my weekend of relaxation so i of course wanted to go becuase nothing is more fun to me than helping people out and building stuff(im serious), but after agreeing to go im walking out the door and i realize that my mom took the fucking car to ( Read more... )

so i slept in untill like 545 today... i droped my mom off at work and 9 and went back to bed for just for a bit... or so i thought becuase i didnt wake up until 545... thats nuts, i was completly passed out, i usually wake up frequently throught the night but i was out cold. now im gonna be up all night... if any1 else has the desire to be up all ( Read more... )

Folks ( Read more... )

did a project today in school... it thouroughly sucked ass... it really astounds me that i can fuck up something that i love to do so much. aint that about a bitch... the only thing that ive ever thought i could do and really cared enough to strive twards and im fucking up. dammit i was in an ok mood... but i started looking up things for the next ( Read more... )

im really bored and i dont want to be in my house at all. if any1 wants to hang out or do anything that isnt be at my house call my cell, 343 6192. im up for whatever.