You HAVE. I didn't think that premise would be so ridiculously captivating but by god, it is. I don't know why I never thought of it.
Yes, all of those. I am pleased, if entirely unsurprised, that longing tops the list.
(I also think we may have inadverdently touched upon what it could potentially do to Blaise to have children. It's obviously not relevant for Cold, but I am intrigued by the implications.)
Eep, it's just. It forces it to be so character-driven, is why, I think. Physical stuff hides as much as it expresses, with them, or it seems that way at least; this lays them bare. It isn't comfortable, but it's much more real.
You're exactly right. That is part of the whole point of sex, for Blaise, it would have to be. That's why he always tops.
this lays them bare. It isn't comfortable, but it's much more real. This is why it's so amazing. I know of very few situations that pushes Blaise into the corners, characterisation-wise. it' a challenge.
All things considered. Not that longing isn't actually a general keyword for Blaise, but at this point we're abusing the concept.
(incidentally. Children are the only other characters he relates to in a way that is not sexual at all.)
There's a reason that soundtrack was named Touched, y'know. Therefor I instantly associate it to your puppy. And not in a physical way.
Touched is crashing (and you never realize you crashed until you suddenly see the shattering mess that is yourself) into something deeper than lingering touches, brushing fingers, wall slams and whatnot. It's scarier. Vulnerable comes to mind. Again, deeper. Profound. It's a heavier sort of connection, complicated, terrifying.
Hm. More associations later, perhaps even ones that don't necessarily relate to your character. >> Organizing now.
Wow, do I seriously hate you. Here I am, calmly writing my grocery list and folding my clothes and feeling rather... well, actually, when all of a sudden I hear a beep.
A cell phone. Beep. A reminder cell phone beep. A text reminder cell phone beep. I flip the phone open, I read---
And I curse you to hell and back, mouth like a sailor, I swear. XD
asjdhbashfj;asfjhvsfhvfvsvf they'd be so gorgeous and scorching hot together, ohgod up against the wall in Babylon yespls and then back to Brian's loft.
..................... I will be goo for the rest of the week.
The only words that were spoking was in the form of a question; if Brian thought himself God, having an altar for bed like that, or something along those lines. In such a holier-than-thou drawl, I still get shivers thinking about it. oo
And then there just was a whole lot of sex. Not complaining, mind.
One of these days, I am going to invent telepathy.
ALSO. That is so Blaise that apparently your subconscious is way ahead of me in regards to my character XDDDDDD Not that we know anyoen else whose bed may have vague resemblance in that way, oh no, don't look at me like that
kfudhgdfjk gah. Do you think it would be just that one night, or.
... It would be so nice if MSN notified me when getting a comment. STABS.
Telepathy, yes. Vibes at you. Harder. Damnit.
Well, see my subconscious doesn't have any problems in providing me with Blaise conversation thingies. It's when I'm awake that I'm all DOUBT DOUBT BARRIERS WHOOP. And no, of course not, how can you even suggest such a thing. Pfah, kitling.
nnnnnnnnnnn it was so good. And hm. Well, let's just say you don't usually come along someone that matches your intensity and body language to near perfection, so. More is necessary, it's inevitable. Gravity, magnets, and so on.
Just got back from register and grocery, going out for greens after lunch. I'll have to apply for a residence permit first, and then register. They gave me an email address at the Town Hall, for the permit, and now I'm waiting for a reply on my questions. :) All in all --- I am freaking out like you would not believe. XD Delayed reactions, what
( ... )
Did you know Brian has his own company at one point. The building used to be the Liberty Baths - basically an enlarged back room. Leave it to Brian to want his company there.
Did you also know he really, really hates to be disturbed there.
Cynthia: Jesus, Brian, what's going on? Justin: You can't just kick me out. Brian: Watch me. [to Cynthia] I don't want his calls, I don't want him in this office, and if he comes near me I want a restraining order. Got it? And if some asshole named Vic Grassi calls from Hell, you can tell him I'm in a meeting.
I'm thinking Blaise should pay him a little visit.
Leaving for statsamt in forty minutes, all this official business and planning is going to give me an early death.
Hi darling <3 I sent you a text, but idk if that works properly when your phone still thinks it's Dutch. XD So; I was wondering if you felt like coming today instead. The weather's good and we're having good food (grill stuff) because it's Symon's first day of school. But if it's too much in a day I totally get it. ♥
asdjhf;akfjahf I just got in, tried to call you with the regular phone but it seems all phones tend to act up like little hissy bitches around me.
ANYWAY. I would love, love, love to come over. Applying for permit is all done now, so I'm free for the rest of the day. Except a few groceries that won't be necessary if I'll be eating dinner at your place, anyways.
Just. You know. Explain the route to me well, otherwise I shall have the biggest panic attack history has ever seen. oo
ALSO ROFL ROFL. I was sitting in the waiting room for the permit, and took my academy papers out, you never know if someone else in the room is there for the same reason, same study. And the girl NEXT TO ME was like "heeey, what course are you taking?". And yes. Yes. She's taking the same one. It's surreal.
And then she introduced herself. And I realised the universe hates me.
She's from Latvia. Her name. Is fricking Olga. Wth, universe. Now I want an Igor, too.
Directions: You go down to the Metro station and take the metro to Vanløse Station (it's the last stop of the Metro, so you can't miss it). At Vanløse Station, you need to go to another platform, the one where the S-trains go from. There is only one other, so you can't go wrong. It's next to the Metro platform, but higher up, up some stairs. Once on the S-train platform, you can take any train that comes along - either C-train (orange) en route to Ballerup, H-train (red) en route to Frederiksund or H+ (pink) also en route to Frederisksund. ANY of these will serve you well. They all leave from the track that is to the left of you when you come up the stairs to the platform. Once in the train, you take it to Herlev Station. Depending on which train you take, it's a different number of stations, but don't worry. ALl the trains have black screens up near the ceiling in every compartment that show how far along the route the train is, so you can see where you are at every time. Or you can ask someone, everybody speaks English
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Today is a home-y day. I was planning on going downtown for more practical business, but yesterday was a bit. Hm. Overwhelming, I think? So I went out to buy buns for tonight's hamburgers, and a plant. Might go out in a few again, for oranges to make juice of, and roses to dry and scatter over the place. And tonight is the counseling practice with your mom. I'll leave the official stuff alone for the day, because gah.
Hereby endeth thy daily Michie update. >> (Dad assumed I had stayed the night last night, btw. XD Threw a right fit on the phone this morning when I told him I traveled home alone last night.)
Hey, sweet plant. Did you buy it down on the corner of the next block?
Homeday sounds good. It looks like you're making the room really cosy. If you have time and inclination, I'd love some more QaF eps, because I am addicted very hard.
Well, you're welcome to, but that would be a mat and and a sleeping bag on the floor, because well. You know how much space we have. XD Actually, Robert's dad might give us his old sofa sometime this year-ish, which would make it a bit simpler if you wanted to stay for the night, but well, it's crowded. <3 Your dad needn't worry. It's really not a risky route. I've done it countless times. <3
Yes, indeed. But they didn't have roses so I went and walked about until I found another plant store, and they did have roses. So I bought ten. They're hanging on the wall now, I'm drying them.
Yes, of course, just till me which next ep of QaF you need, because I lost count. I'll try to upload you four of them before I have to leave for the train station. I already ate, so that shouldn't be a problem.
Pretty <3 Robert and I used to save all the roses we gave one another, but there got to be so many that they kind of fell down on us whenever we tried to take a book out of the bookcase XD
Next one I haven't seen is 9. 8 was COOL. Omg Brian. 'That's not love. That's hate.' fdgkuxdigfdgf dies melts worships. You're a sweetie ♥
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Yes, all of those.
I am pleased, if entirely unsurprised, that longing tops the list.
(I also think we may have inadverdently touched upon what it could potentially do to Blaise to have children. It's obviously not relevant for Cold, but I am intrigued by the implications.)
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How could it not, all things considered?
(Did we? When?)
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this lays them bare. It isn't comfortable, but it's much more real.
This is why it's so amazing. I know of very few situations that pushes Blaise into the corners, characterisation-wise. it' a challenge.
All things considered. Not that longing isn't actually a general keyword for Blaise, but at this point we're abusing the concept.
(incidentally. Children are the only other characters he relates to in a way that is not sexual at all.)
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Touched is crashing (and you never realize you crashed until you suddenly see the shattering mess that is yourself) into something deeper than lingering touches, brushing fingers, wall slams and whatnot. It's scarier. Vulnerable comes to mind. Again, deeper. Profound. It's a heavier sort of connection, complicated, terrifying.
Hm. More associations later, perhaps even ones that don't necessarily relate to your character. >> Organizing now.
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With the heart shaped ice spoons.
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who won?
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... Cat. Whatever outcome it might have been --- he wins by default. XD
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Wow, do I seriously hate you. Here I am, calmly writing my grocery list and folding my clothes and feeling rather... well, actually, when all of a sudden I hear a beep.
A cell phone. Beep. A reminder cell phone beep. A text reminder cell phone beep. I flip the phone open, I read---
And I curse you to hell and back, mouth like a sailor, I swear. XD
asjdhbashfj;asfjhvsfhvfvsvf they'd be so gorgeous and scorching hot together, ohgod up against the wall in Babylon yespls and then back to Brian's loft.
(also, hi, nicholas ♥ darling sweetness.)
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The only words that were spoking was in the form of a question; if Brian thought himself God, having an altar for bed like that, or something along those lines. In such a holier-than-thou drawl, I still get shivers thinking about it. oo
And then there just was a whole lot of sex. Not complaining, mind.
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One of these days, I am going to invent telepathy.
ALSO. That is so Blaise that apparently your subconscious is way ahead of me in regards to my character XDDDDDD Not that we know anyoen else whose bed may have vague resemblance in that way, oh no, don't look at me like that
kfudhgdfjk gah. Do you think it would be just that one night, or.
Also, hi. ♥ How's the practical stuff coming?
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Telepathy, yes. Vibes at you. Harder. Damnit.
Well, see my subconscious doesn't have any problems in providing me with Blaise conversation thingies. It's when I'm awake that I'm all DOUBT DOUBT BARRIERS WHOOP. And no, of course not, how can you even suggest such a thing. Pfah, kitling.
nnnnnnnnnnn it was so good. And hm. Well, let's just say you don't usually come along someone that matches your intensity and body language to near perfection, so. More is necessary, it's inevitable. Gravity, magnets, and so on.
Just got back from register and grocery, going out for greens after lunch. I'll have to apply for a residence permit first, and then register. They gave me an email address at the Town Hall, for the permit, and now I'm waiting for a reply on my questions. :) All in all --- I am freaking out like you would not believe. XD Delayed reactions, what ( ... )
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Did you also know he really, really hates to be disturbed there.
Cynthia: Jesus, Brian, what's going on?
Justin: You can't just kick me out.
Brian: Watch me. [to Cynthia] I don't want his calls, I don't want him in this office, and if he comes near me I want a restraining order. Got it? And if some asshole named Vic Grassi calls from Hell, you can tell him I'm in a meeting.
I'm thinking Blaise should pay him a little visit.
Leaving for statsamt in forty minutes, all this official business and planning is going to give me an early death.
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And yes, Blaise definitely should. ^^
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ANYWAY. I would love, love, love to come over. Applying for permit is all done now, so I'm free for the rest of the day. Except a few groceries that won't be necessary if I'll be eating dinner at your place, anyways.
Just. You know. Explain the route to me well, otherwise I shall have the biggest panic attack history has ever seen. oo
ALSO ROFL ROFL. I was sitting in the waiting room for the permit, and took my academy papers out, you never know if someone else in the room is there for the same reason, same study. And the girl NEXT TO ME was like "heeey, what course are you taking?". And yes. Yes. She's taking the same one. It's surreal.
And then she introduced herself.
And I realised the universe hates me.
She's from Latvia.
Her name. Is fricking Olga.
Wth, universe. Now I want an Igor, too.
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Directions:
You go down to the Metro station and take the metro to Vanløse Station (it's the last stop of the Metro, so you can't miss it).
At Vanløse Station, you need to go to another platform, the one where the S-trains go from. There is only one other, so you can't go wrong. It's next to the Metro platform, but higher up, up some stairs.
Once on the S-train platform, you can take any train that comes along - either C-train (orange) en route to Ballerup, H-train (red) en route to Frederiksund or H+ (pink) also en route to Frederisksund. ANY of these will serve you well. They all leave from the track that is to the left of you when you come up the stairs to the platform.
Once in the train, you take it to Herlev Station. Depending on which train you take, it's a different number of stations, but don't worry. ALl the trains have black screens up near the ceiling in every compartment that show how far along the route the train is, so you can see where you are at every time. Or you can ask someone, everybody speaks English ( ... )
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Today is a home-y day. I was planning on going downtown for more practical business, but yesterday was a bit. Hm. Overwhelming, I think? So I went out to buy buns for tonight's hamburgers, and a plant. Might go out in a few again, for oranges to make juice of, and roses to dry and scatter over the place. And tonight is the counseling practice with your mom. I'll leave the official stuff alone for the day, because gah.
Hereby endeth thy daily Michie update. >>
(Dad assumed I had stayed the night last night, btw. XD Threw a right fit on the phone this morning when I told him I traveled home alone last night.)
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Homeday sounds good. It looks like you're making the room really cosy. If you have time and inclination, I'd love some more QaF eps, because I am addicted very hard.
Well, you're welcome to, but that would be a mat and and a sleeping bag on the floor, because well. You know how much space we have. XD Actually, Robert's dad might give us his old sofa sometime this year-ish, which would make it a bit simpler if you wanted to stay for the night, but well, it's crowded. <3
Your dad needn't worry. It's really not a risky route. I've done it countless times. <3
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Yes, of course, just till me which next ep of QaF you need, because I lost count. I'll try to upload you four of them before I have to leave for the train station. I already ate, so that shouldn't be a problem.
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Next one I haven't seen is 9. 8 was COOL. Omg Brian. 'That's not love. That's hate.' fdgkuxdigfdgf dies melts worships.
You're a sweetie ♥
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