*sigh* this isnt the same. i need my real journal. i cant write certain things on here damnit. i lost my las journal. i had already 4 completed ones and my last one i was like 5 pages away from finishing it and like... i lost it. idk how. adn i had so many things in there i wanted to have a memory of. and it ahd blood splattered on it. ugh!!

wow. theres a lot of ppl that are lonely. i went to google and i put im so lonely i feel so alone. lol. idk. no body probably will read this nobody will probably ever care. and thats why im so lonely. but whatever. i just feel like writing everything. putting it out there. i wish i could talk to my mom. and tell her everything. i cant say anyting ( Read more... )

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when people say they dont care about god or learning anything about him and christians are stupid and theyre a bunch of illusional ppl. i get sad when ppl say theres no god. adn that jesus didnt exist. and all that jazz. i get so dissapointed. ugh. idk. anyways. todayyyy. was ok ( Read more... )