it seems like you are doing exaclty what i would do if i wasn't trying so damn hard to change. that is why i am so scared. i know the signs. i know the looks. i know the porcess. i went threw all of it with #2. this time how ever i know what i did to him, and it sucks. good thing i am trying to change. maybe you should too. maybe you ( Read more... )

i don't know how to help this time. this has never happened to me before. i'm always the one that knows what to do. im scared. how do you help when you don't know what's wrong and you can't find out with the questions you ask? this is hard ( Read more... )

maybe im not getting what i thought

that i don't deserve you. what did i do that was so great in order to have you come in my life?

you don't question anything i say or do. when i tell you something you don't ask any farther. i cry for no reason at all and you don't care. how did i get so lucky.

for the first time ever i get to be me with no questions asked.

thank you.

♥

since i got home i have been trying to design a shirt of the kids up in apopka...but i don't have the fonts that i want. grrr. this is getting very frustrating. grrr.

fuck shit damn. wtf? this is new. grrr. peguin. fuck wilma...no really fred...go fuck wilma.

I HATE HURRICANES!!!

im pissed. i have some how lost all the papers that i need that give me all the information that i need in order to transfer after i graduate from VCC. now i have to go to the career center to get all the papers all over again. that means everything is going to change with what i have to do. im pissed. GRRRRRRR!!!!

List 10 things that bring you a moment of joy: Tag six friends to do the same.
1. My family
2. Kevin Michael Dettore
3. My friends
4. The way Roel says Licious
5. His Bed
6. Car Karreoke
7. Relient K
8. Dane Cook
9. When I can put a smile on your face
10.Knowing that people like being around me
I Tag: Jan, BrittSkank, Reyes, Bradley, Steph,

Lying here with you ( Read more... )