Break Ups Suck!

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Title: Break Ups Suck!
Pairing: HoYeol
Genre: slight angst
Rated: G
Disclaimer: i own Hoya and Sungyeol....what? O.o i can't name give my teddy bears names?
Summery: Sungyeol's heart is breaking and so is everyone elses.
A/N: in my defense this wasn't suppose to be this dam long! bare with my bloody dam writing. *face palms*


It’s been two weeks and four days. Sungyeol, wasn’t counting. Of course he wasn’t. he wasn’t counting how many days it had been since he and Hoya broke up. No, that’ll be insane. Of course, what was also insane was that right after Hoya broke up with Sungyeol, he moved out of their shared room and right into LeaderGyu and Woohyun’s room.

“you still got me, Sungyeol hyung.” Sungjong had cuddled up to him that same night that Hoya moved out. Everyone had no idea why Hoya all of a sudden up and broke up with Sungyeol, even Sungyeol himself had no idea. One minute they were laughing and cuddling together the night before and the next thing he knew Hoya wanted a break up.

But now it’s been three weeks and five days and Nam Woohyun can’t stand the sight of his broken hearted dongseang. “yah! Tell me the truth.” he ordered Hoya. “why did you break Sungyeol’s heart like that?”

The younger man just takes a deep breath, blowing it out threw his nose then goes back to the magazine he was reading, ignoring Woohyun’s question.

Sunggyu, had walked into their room, sighing at Woohyun’s wasted effort. LeaderGyu doesn’t say much to either Hoya nor Sungyeol because he was their leader. He didn’t want to be seen as taking one’s side instead of the other’s. so, he stays out of the reason why Hoya suddenly breaks up with Sungyeol.

Four weeks and two days.

They were getting dressed and getting ready for a performance. Hoya was pushed into the same dam small changing room where he was faced with Sungyeol’s slender milky back. The younger had no idea he was even there as he continued to get dressed.

Hoya isn’t being a creepy ex-boyfriend who is currently gawking at his ex-lover’s back, the back he spent many nights cuddling and kissing. No, he is most certainly not gawking. Or being creepy.

Before Sungyeol could even slide his button up shirt on Hoya slips out, telling the stylist noona he had to pee and would change in the bathroom.

After they perform, the stylist noona asks Sungyeol if he and Hoya had a fight because “you guys are always close but I haven’t seen you two speaking to each other for a while now.” Sungyeol, doesn’t answer right away, of course stylist noona had no idea he and Hoya had actually gone out with each other but was no longer a couple, anymore. So, he acts like he doesn’t know and shrugs at her before following Sunggyu out the door and towards their waiting van.

It’s a month and one week and Sunggyu really can’t take it. He doesn’t want to choosing sides but hell, a time like this he was no longer their leader. He was a concerned hyung and he couldn’t stand another moment of walking in on Sungyeol crying in the bathroom at four in the dam morning!

“tell me, Hoya ah.”

“it’s none of your business, hyung. Or anyone else for that matter.”

Sunggyu, sighed looking at Hoya with sad eyes. How did their sweet Hoya turn into this cold Hoya? “what happened to the Lee Howon who woke me up at two in morning just to tell me how much you love Lee Sungyeol and that you wouldn’t be able to live without him? Huh?! What happened to that Lee Howon!”

Hoya huffed, rolling his eyes at their leader. Sunggyu wasn’t going to have it. He was blowing up and everyone who was there minus Sungyeol and Sungjong couldn’t do a thing but watch.

“what happened to the Lee Howon who smiled at the sight of Lee Sungyeol? The Lee Howon who protected Lee Sungyeol from the other member’s teasing? The Lee Howon who told me and promised Lee Sungyeol that he never ever hurt him?!” LeaderGyu huffed, taking a deep breath before calming down a bit. “when that Lee Howon comes back then let me know. Because I’m sure everyone else misses him just as much as I do.”

Just as Sunggyu was slipping his shoes on the front door opens and Sungyeol and Sungjong walks in. They could feel the intense in the air before looking at each other.

“everything okay in here?” Sungjong asked, slipping his hand into Sungyeol’s and lacing their fingers together.

Sunggyu huffs before walking pass them and out the door. “hyung….just needs a breather.” said Woohyun. “don’t worry about him. So, what did you two buy me?” the Namstar shouts, trying to change the subject.

“yea,” Myungsoo says, getting up from his place on the floor and walking up behind Woohyun. “did you two buy me anything, too?” Sungyeol looks at them, smiling but still kept attention on Hoya from the corner of his eyes before the guy slammed the bedroom door shut.

“ice cream anyone!?” Dongwoo shouts with a smile.

Two month and three weeks.

Was he really going to be this way? Sungyeol had seem to stop crying at the sight of Hoya, but was he really going to keep ignoring Sungyeol? They were in the same dam band! Did Hoya really think he would go on with his entire life ignoring Sungyeol? Hell, Sungyeol didn’t mind the break up anymore, which was a total lie, just as long as he was still able to revive their friendship.

The rest of the members had stopped talking to Hoya, at least, not as much as they used to. It was hard to hold a conversation with the other without wanting to ask him why he was being the way he was. And what the heck Sungyeol had done to make him shun the other boy as much as he did now. So, they kept conversation with Hoya short. A question about dancing here and there and if he had eaten or if he was tired and that was it.

LeaderGyu had stopped talking to Hoya all together and had moved in to bunk with Sungyeol and Sungjong.

“hyung…” Sungyeol whined. “hyung, you shouldn’t be like this.”

“it’s my decision Yeol ah.”

The younger frowns, “yea but hyung you’re the leader. You can’t just not talk to Hoya at all anymore.” Sunggyu shut his book and laid it on the side. Leaning up from the book shelves to ruffle Sungyeol’s hair. “aigoo, even after he’s shattered your heart your still looking out for him.”

Sungyeol smiles sadly.

Three months later Dongwoo finds his so called best friend in the practice room. Practicing into the late hours and just before the song ends Hoya makes a wrong move and tumbles.

Dongwoo runs to aid his friend who in return just shoves his helping hands away.

“what is your problem man!” Dongwoo shouts. “honestly, Hoya ah!”

The younger man huffs, trying to catch his breath. Dongwoo then makes himself comfortable on the practice floor.

“you’ve never been so cold towards any of us, especially to Yeol goon. Why now?” the slightly blonde hair man watched as Hoya’s chest heaved in and out and then, his eyes started to tear up.

“I….just want him to be safe.” Hoya explained. “I didn’t mean for everything to be like this.” Dongwoo, is confused and urges the younger to tell him more.

A few minutes later Hoya gets up and grabs his iPad, shuffling it till he found something and handed it to Dongwoo, who was still seated on the floor.

“wow, I didn’t think things like this would ever happen.” Hoya bit his lips, tears streaming down his cheeks. The younger quickly whips at them and take a deep breath. “that’s why I have to stay away from Sungyeol.”

While Hoya gathered his things Dongwoo emails whatever it was that Hoya showed him to his own phone.

“don’t…tell anyone okay.” Dongwoo smiles sadly, “I promise.” he said after hiding his crossed fingers behind him.

The next day, while Hoya left for his schedule Dongwoo called a group meeting. Luckily, everyone else didn’t have a schedule that day. “brace yourselves, alright.” the Kenyan said before sending them each a forward text.

‘Hoya oppa, I will hurt Sungyeol. I will hurt him so bad that you wont be able to see him ever again. Why are you always with Sungyeol! I’m not afraid! You didn’t listen to me last time but this time I wont fail in hurting Sungyeol if you don’t leave him!’

“the car…the one that almost…..drove over me.” Sungyeol said a loud, face blank.

“explains why he broke up with Yeol, but not why he’s been such an ass about it.” Woohyun spoke.

That night when Hoya arrived back at the dorm all lights were out. He sighed, a bit happy he wouldn’t have to face anyone at the moment. After taking his shoes off and stepping into the living he saw a figure sitting in the dark. “Woohyun?” Hoya called out before switching the light. Sungyeol sat there, in a thin purple long sleeve and black checkered pajamas.

Hoya’s heart hurts….no, it broke. Even more.

Sungyeol stood up, moving close to Hoya. “why….didn’t you tell me.”

Hoya frowned. “I’m tired.” he said coldly towards the slightly younger man. But Sungyeol steps in his way. “stop it! Just stop it! Can’t you see your hurting me?! Can’t see your hurting you!? Why must you always put other people before you?! Why couldn’t you have been selfish! Why?! Why!? I would rather die by the hands of that crazy fan then live my life being ignored by you!” as Sungyeo shout out his anger he starts to puch Hoya in the chest, his face is a mess from crying and his eyes could barely open from crying all day long.

In the few minutes that took Sungyeol to scream, shout, and punch his chest, it only took Hoya a few seconds to grab the other and pull him in for a tight hug. “sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sooo sorry. Sungyeol ah, I’m so sorry!” and Hoya cries with Sungyeol because the pain increases and all they could do was cry into each other’s shoulders and they clutch onto each other’s shirts.

Their knees give in and they fall to the floor still holding each other tightly. Moments later Sungyeol is sitting with both legs around Hoya’s waist, sitting in front of Hoya but still snuggled into the older man’s chest. Silent tears appear and Sungyeol is sniffing while Hoya runs his hand up and down Sungyeol’s back while the other laid on the younger’s head.

“break ups suck.” Sungyeol sniffed and Hoya, for the first time in months, smiles. He gives a kiss to Sungyeol’s forehead. “I know. I’m sorry.”

But Sungyeol only smiles happily, taking the sent that is Hoya that he had missed so much, tightening his hold around Hoya’s waist.

“I love you bee.” Sungyeol whispers.

“I love you honey.”

Two weeks later infinite found themselves in their living room. Their managers had bought them a new couch and some carpet and a new TV for their high album sales. Movie nights were rare so they were all excited for tonight. Myungsoo turns the channel onto the news channel by accident and watch as a screaming teenager gets cuffs and puts into a van.

“she’s gone mad! I don’t know what is going on with her!” an elderly woman commented.

“how long have you known this about your daughter?” The reporter asked.

“I was cleaning her room and I found her dairy, I was going to put it about but thought it would hurt to know what was going on in my daughter’s life and when I opened it all it said was kill Sungyeol! Kill Sungyeol! Kill Sungyeol! And I couldn’t…I just…”

“that’s alright ma’am.” the reporter said before ending her interview session.

“there you have it, the tragic things that love does to a person. This is MBC Seoul. I’m Kim Sunghee, thank you.”

Everyone blinked, looking at each other.

“well….” Dongwoo spoke.

“Sunggyu hyung,” Sungyeol began “do you still have the phone number to that flower shop when you sent flowers to your mom?”

Sunggyu looked confused, “uh, yea why?”

“I think I should send that poor woman some flowers and thank her.”

They all looked at each other for a few seconds before Myungsoo starts to laugh and everyone joins in. “I call I call secret garden” Woohyun shouts.

“no! you got to choose the movie last time!” Sungjong complains, racing Woohyun to the dvd player.

Hoya pulls Sungyeol into his lap on the floor, giving him a kiss.

“I love you bee.” the younger giggles.

“I love you honey.”

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A/N: wow….that went no where. O.O