But at least I’m not blind to the facts
I’ve been wishing were lies

i am not looking forward to seeing you.

i could get so far if i could be in different skin.

i was done before you told me you were done. i decided before you let me know you were done. no game. never again ( Read more... )

my eye hurts again ( Read more... )

miss kathryn, i'm pretty sure i completely didn't tell you where to go. but its this user on myspace.....

JEFFREE STAR

i love you.

ms kathryn brooks.....you have to go to this profile. look at the pictures, die at how beautidul he is. and tell me how you felt when you saw the cereal one. and...and....click on the friend frankenstien and then go to that michelle site. i will die without you.

also, i love him.

i miss you. this entire entry is to you.

kiss me.

no fair.

you did tear me up. you treated me like shit. and there you go. i hate myself for having tried. again.

itch. this. ache.

things got bad. today was bad. im smuthered in this. fuck. difficulties are under my skin and the wounds are visible. unrepaired. i should keep my mouth shut.

and all i need.......

i want to be completely silent for a few days. i don't want to talk any more. i don't have anything else to say ( Read more... )

i heard my mom sob tonight. i heard my step dad cry tonight. i cried in front of michael for the first time. and i will cry before i fall asleep. i wish i didn't end the alone ( Read more... )

fourht of july. sitting on the stumps. with what beverage in hand? i can smell it. i can see how good it feels. already.