things have changed so much since i have left i feel like and i have only been gone for about a week. i wish that i was still there partyin' with the crew and goin' to the shows with jen and marc. i wanna come home this place is really boring right now because i don't know anyone. i don't even know when i start school so maybe it will get better ( Read more... )

wow it's so weird to be so far away from everyone that you care about so much i hate the fact that i am missing out on everything and it doesn't feel like anyone cares if they did they would talk more when i called they would email me that would try this is how shit went down in jersey and look at shit now i don't talk to anyone from there anymore ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore I feel like everyone is pulling me in different directions I just want to do what I want to before I leave I think that this is one of the last nights before the computer is packed up and put away on a truck down to NC I wish that it was not though. This whole thing is so confusing I hate everything and everyone ( Read more... )

Cause it's all in my head ( Read more... )

If there was one thing that I could do I would go back to freshmen year and chage everything that I did. Should have given people that I didn't a chance and now I regret it. I guess this was just how things were supose to work out though. Not interested anymore and not available it could have been different to bad it isn't and I don't think that it ( Read more... )

went to NC this weekend to see my dad and look for houses. we found one and i think that that might be the one that we are gettin' but i'm not really sure yet until we close on this house but i think that i will be in mass. until december 17th if the date doesn't move up my dad really wants me down there to start school and stuff anyways . . . talk ( Read more... )

i hate moving more than anything else and i can't leave the people i've come to love ( Read more... )

things happen that i just can't explain and i can't talk to anyone about it it's weird to think that there is something going on in my life that i have no control over and that i don't know how it is going to turn out i dont know what to do please dont ask about it because most likly i can't share it with you either thanx though

does anyone like north carolina? i think i do but anyways, em i'm tryin' to come back for senior year i don't think that it is goin' to happen but i guess it is worth tryin' i miss everyone down there and that would be so much fun well i'm out nothin' to talk about

peace

so summer is almost over and i haven't really seen anyone to much except for jen and bobby i miss em and i wish that i could go down there again before the summer is over but i don't think that that is goin' to happen anyways i am goin' to the beach tomorrow and tuesday if anyone wants to come tuesday feel free miss yas and love yas

peace