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And there's that.
That faint hint of a smile that illuminates your eyes and I know you're smiling inside, you used to endless make my heart melt over with. That endlessly talkative you who won't stop asking questions, leaning towards me, always intrigued about me, teasing me from my horrible past, til talking the senses of my current state and even dreaming together ( Read more... ) -
Please,
Be worth my stress and fight to get through the week. Please make this worth it.
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Your words sometime almost a year ago --
"Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when your there, I feel safe. Your voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, only I can't find the words other than I am happy we met and have gotten and are still together after all we've gone through, even if it hasn't been that long in reality, in lovers world, forever x ( Read more... ) -
Her.
"It's like I'm reading a book... and it's a book I deeply love. But I'm reading it slowly now. So the words are really far apart and the spaces between the words are almost infinite. I can still feel you... and the words of our story... but it's in this endless space between the words that I'm finding myself now. It's a place that's not of the ( Read more... ) -
Congratulations -
The lights dim, the applause resonates the crowd, lots of cheer and congratulatory messages. Of endless handshakes and exchange of hugs. Of the roar of the crowd, the energy, the excitement.
And yet there's this feeling inside. The most important one you have yet to expect, could not even greet you properly. On how in each big moment, there really ( Read more... ) -
The last time you showed interest in me?
I can't even remember. I forgot how the sparks feel with you.
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Sleep to forget
That stupid (old hag) feeling. How with random strangers you can just endlessly talk. How you can small talk them about littlest things, ask littlest details, talk about politics, news, etc.
With me? Plans, errands, work. Nothing else. What i would do to trade myself to be someone else.
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Eff you, dear Heart. Eff you.
