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Not too sure if there is anything to look forward to anymore. Spotting has progressed. Everything was going really well and then last night I was getting sharp pains in my right side off and on. I had a freak out in the morning. Gimik was putting in his contacts with new contact cleaner and was howling in pain. Turns out it wasn't the express stuff, had bleach in it and heput it in his eye. He's fine, but I ran up the stairs. Then last night I was chilling, baking cookies for Gimik's potluck. He helped by chopping the chocolate while I stirred the bowl and then I baked them. Up and down, Up and down....but I felt fine and there was only minor spotting.
I woke up this morning to red. I also have cramps. Really low down though. Not as bad as my usual ones. I'm not bleeding as bad as I usually do, but the cramps and bleeding are still there.
How does one stay positive after that? I've heard plenty of girls say they had a period pretty much and still came out pregnant. I mean I guess I can look at the fact that there were 2 embryos transferred. Maybe I am just miscarrying one. I don't know.
I called my nurse. Gimik is telling me not to stress, take it easy and call the nurse if it will make me feel better.
I'm trying to find a way to look at this in a positive light. It's hard though.
I woke up this morning to red. I also have cramps. Really low down though. Not as bad as my usual ones. I'm not bleeding as bad as I usually do, but the cramps and bleeding are still there.
How does one stay positive after that? I've heard plenty of girls say they had a period pretty much and still came out pregnant. I mean I guess I can look at the fact that there were 2 embryos transferred. Maybe I am just miscarrying one. I don't know.
I called my nurse. Gimik is telling me not to stress, take it easy and call the nurse if it will make me feel better.
I'm trying to find a way to look at this in a positive light. It's hard though.