took this because i was looking for a reason to avoid my history reading.... i've taken it before, but it was a long time ago. some pretty interesting results...

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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sadly enough, it reminds me vaguely of something i would write... i suppose that is besides the point. i have been writing more lately. mostly just scribbles in between classes, or those moments late at night when the my eyes can hardly stand to be open anymore. the feeling i get from writing is defiantely worth those exhausted moments, beyond ( Read more... )

10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately: in no order ( Read more... )

this past week has felt like the longest week ever... just a lot work to get done, little sleep... just the whole package of eternity. weekend picked up a little more. our band competed at festival and got straight 1s on grade 5 music so our conductor was happy. i could have cared less, but i guess it's a good way to end finish up 4 years of ( Read more... )

life has been busy... i've been trying to maintain a positive attitude over the past few days... sometimes it just is so hard when it feels like all that's being handed your way is a pile of shit and unfortunate circumstances. but my friends have been supportive like always, but i hate feeling like such a burden to them. what will happen to me ( Read more... )

i feel like my patience has reached it's end. i'm tired, i'm overwhelm, and i'm sick of school. it seems no matter how hard i try, i just cannot do as well as i want... i got a math test back today with a dismal 67%, one i thought i had done decent on... and math is one of my better classes... god, i dont know how much more of this i can take ( Read more... )

i miss feeling free. i miss when i was younger: always flying on a swing, closer to the heavens...that moment of complete joy as you close your eyes and feel the wind pushing against your face. we spend our whole lives looking forward to being older and more "free", yet it is responsibility that inevitably binds us...the older we get, the more we ( Read more... )

yep, just as i figured... charming, just like me.

too tired to provide a real update. i've been really swamped with work, dealing with school work, commitments, and people. overally, i cant complain too much. i've become closer with pat lately, feeling awesome to have him as a friend again. i'll update later when i'm not so tired, and not so busy.... until then: some poetry to hold you over ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty good. friday was awesome. i really loved spending time with all of my friends, i dunno... after all of the stressful nights i have been having, it felt good to really let loose and just enjoy the company of my friends. we had pizza at joe's then went duck pin bowling, went back to joe's and had cake and pie and opened ( Read more... )