wow, it takes me 2 years to post, that must suck hahaha. Well I dont have much to say, and my life is like up and down like allways, anyways, love you all and I am still alive, w00t =^__^=

Once again i sit in front of a computer screen and reflect on what life has done to me and the routes i have taken. you know there is a small part of me that wishes life would just come to a complete stop at the happy times it tends to offer us, but instead it just passes them by as soon as they are there. It makes me so sad to see others that i ( Read more... )

well guys i will get the hang of this one of these days,well guys, seems my life is in a little upswing, i have a job and i am making money, i still have no rent but i do put out money for the food and little extras, i am still living in El Sobrante cali and seeing as i have work now i dont think i will be leaving anytime soon, some of my old ( Read more... )

i know it has been a long time and i am sorry, but i am thinking alot today about my life and what i have done in it and i think alot of you that know me like me for who i am and who i will allways be, life is hard and i know that better then most people. I have said it many times befor but i will say it again, if only to validate how i have lived ( Read more... )

well i have not done this in some time lets see how it goes ove shall we.


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I am so sorry guys, not like i ment it, anyways here is the update. I am living in the bay area of california, i am staying with a "friend" from guild wars but trust me i wont be here long, this was just a means to an end, i am in ok health but staying here they have a dog and i guess i am alergic that anf the dust and mold(house with 3 guys and no ( Read more... )

well job corps away, and i will be going to the long beach campus so i ont be too far and i will have my weekend free. well thats all for today, good luck in your lives my friends, ja matta ne

you know over the years i have faced some tough things like being homless, loosing close friends, leaving japan, and not being able to get a job. But even after all of that i have found myself as a last ditch effort having to put what little trust i have left in this government to help me servive. I am going to enroll in the job core on the 22 and ( Read more... )

well the reason i got grounded was the sterns hated the fact i was up late all the time so they told me i needed to be in bed by 2:30 well one night i was up at 3:00 so they took my router and now i have been sneeking internet while people have been gone out of the house, they are kicking me out soon anyways so i am getting a little braver, well ( Read more... )

i have been grounded from using the inter net hence why i have not been on line, life is rough but i am back in school and things are not too bad. i am about to get kicked out but i knew it was going to happen sooner then later so i have been working on a backup plan, but with little luck, well i am probable going to get in truble for being on ( Read more... )