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The past few days have sucked hard. This weekend, our friends came to visit us, and their visit gave my mom an opportunity to make Beef Casserole. This makes no sense, since we don't eat beef. Normally, I don't promote eating just to seem polite (since it's so easy to avoid) but in this case it was pretty much necessary. I am still sick. In ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Eat Your Vegetables
While I've never eaten it, I did just read an article about huitlacoche, and it sounds like just about the most horrendous thing you could put in your mouth... and that includes a wide variety of things that probably should not be consumed.
Out of things I've actually eaten, I really like fresh spinach but that frozen, already-pulp like spinach on ( Read more... ) -
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I hate for people-- real people, who see me in real life--to know anything about me that's true.
I hate telling people what's going on in my head. It makes me feel way more disturbed than I did to begin with. For that reason, I don't think that therapy could ever be of any help at all.
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Today, our shop teacher was all, "Hey, help me eat these five boxes of donuts!" and this one annoying-as-hell born again from southern California was all, "Whee, donuts!" Five seconds later, she stood by tapping her foot impatiently and looking longingly at our donuts while saying over and over again, "I'm not having one, because they're so ( Read more... ) -
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I am trying to relax. I'm on the "apple-yogurt-Lean Cuisine" routine, but I'm not even going to weigh myself until I start my period, and then I'll kick into high-strung crazy-person mode, because otherwise I'll just force myself to fast and then I'll binge and then I'll purge and it'll be ugly.
Some of the tiny little things I'm looking forward to ( Read more... ) -
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I wanna be Kristen Stewart. No, not because she gets to ZOMG KiSs EdWaRd CuLlEn! but because I saw her in Fierce People. Have you seen her in Fierce People? Because in Fierce People, Kristen Stewart is fierce.
Wow, that joke got old fast.
Anyways, what I really admire about her role in that particular film was her bravery. She decides she likes ( Read more... ) -
Blerg Blerg Blerg
So, in the past two days I've gained two pounds and this is incredibly frustrating and infuriating, since I've been walking, running, drinking water, and eating less than six-hundred calories a day. This should not be happening, but it is. Either six-hundred calories is too many (which it is), or I'm going to get my period this month. I hate it ( Read more... ) -
The Trouble With Boys And Life in General
So, today was a horrible-awful day. A guy in my PE class had been funny and smart and quite cool to hang out with... or so I thought. I was actually just really drawn to him, and he was capable of keeping up with me when I talked. I talk fast, so that he could point out my grammar mistakes was actually quite amazing. Anyways, he is an asshole ( Read more... ) -
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Today's Food:
-1 plum (30)
-1 chocolate brownie z-bar (120)
-part of 1 chicken mirabella frozen dinner (<200)
-strawberries (probably the difference with the mirabella I didn't eat)
Total: 350
Um, weird. That's not enough food. I think I'm sane enough to know that. Still icky-full and guilty, though.
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Writer's Block: Church & State
Um, yes. The government exists only to protect the (physical) welfare of its people. Not the spiritual welfare. And it certainly doesn't exist to show partiality towards one belief system for another. Besides, which religion would the state favor? In my opinion, religion is such an individual matter that no one doctrine should have any say in ( Read more... )