DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:HighDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:High
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This LJ is long overdue for my peace of mind. I am not perfect. I don't know all of the answers. Half the time I ramble about shit. But I try. I try damn hard. I am always trying to help people when I can. Damn it. I know I can't solve anyone's life dilemmas and I am sick of trying. All the happens is that someone gets offended because they either ( Read more... )

Well the anime party is just about over. I mean Hellsing is over. Everyone but Doug is still here. Justin never showed. I don;t really think I care. In fact I think it made me feel alot less uncomfortable. So I really do't think I am gonna stress it. Steve "forgot" about the party. I am not surprised, actually I knew he would come up with some ( Read more... )

Well the school year is coming closer and closer. There are many things to think about. Mostly money related objects. Somehow I have to get enough money to buy the car, put a downpayment on insurance, buy clothes and shoes. Pay for my books. Pay back my friend for 150 and still be able to salvage the summer. Tonight is the anime party. I have no ( Read more... )

God I hate this. I have gained so much weight. I outweight my cousin whom I have always been the same weight as by a good 30 pounds. Normally I don;t bitch about trivial things, but this is alarming to me. I feel so incredibly unattractive. Oh my god I feel like I am going to freak out over it.

I feel like I could just freak out at any moment. Why do I care about all this stuff for? I can't stand Ami. All she does is insult everyone that isn't a cut throat like her. She thinks that she is better than everyone. And I have to listen to her. Then the Steve situation is getting to me. I just want to scream somewhere where no one can hear me.

I finally had a sort of heart-to-heart with Justin. It was online. Now I am really against talking about anything online, but I couldn't wait. I had to say what was on my mind at that very moment. The thing was that what I thought I was gonna do did not end up happening. I told him how I felt. I was completely honest. And at the end of the ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I think about life, mine in particular: I think "what is the point?" Life feels monotenous. I mena do we really accomplish anything in our lives anyway. Sometimes I want to just go to sleep and never wake up. I mean I know that sounds kinda like depression, but I am not exactly woe is me here. I just feel like life is repetitive. I ( Read more... )

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Well we began at my house. We were all frantically running around trying to et everything taken care of before we left to go to Yankee Stadium. After many fightts and yelling we finally left. We made it to the spot and got on the bus. I spent a good deal of the time reading Harry Potter: The Goblet of Fire. We get to Yankee Stadium and we end up in ( Read more... )