this must be why people hate mondays

[sanriopsycho]

i dont think ive ever felt more like a failure than today. sure ive been depressed cuz i think that my life is horrible or that there is no meaning to my life or that i feel lost and a alone or whatever, but i dont think ive really ever felt like i completely fail at everything i do. until today of course

Comments

[comradelau]

feel better Jessica. Have some confidence! As you do more, you'll realize you get the hang of things. A lot is learned on the go. That's how I found my job to be: experience learning more so than instructions beforehand.

Besides, you're not a failure, know it. At least your hard work will actually pay off in the end instead of it being thrown back in your face with extreme disrespect.

[twilightfever]

yeah, i agree! there's a learning in curve at every job and you need at least a month before you really get the hang of things. ask you boss all your questions when she's free. don't be afraid to ask! they want you to ask! tell her you want to do your job better and ask her how.

let's have dinner sometime and you can stress to me all you want :) or we'll sit down for a few hours and apply to tons of jobs so you'll have more options!

[spanishfog]

hugs