we will make it through somehow.amoergosumNovember 30 2007, 21:47:44 UTC
forgive me, love, for being so blind. you are worth fighting for and i will not just stand behind you but stand in front to protect and shield you from the horrors of this world. i will not give up on you or on us until the will has been literally striped from my bones. but i most in turn ask for an apology from you. how could you deny that you have helped me? how could you pretend that your love has not shaped me into a better person, a better lover, a better friend? how could you say such a thing. we are all products of everyone we have ever known and i believe i've known you the best. how could i have not been affected by you? ye gods, megan! i am in love with you, and despite how crippled i can get from time to time i don't won't you to ever doubt that fact. if you do then maybe i am wasting my breath and maybe it is too late but i do not believe that. i believe in us more than i believe in any relationship i could even have dreamed up. "believe in me as i believe you. tonight."
As much as I hate funerals, Megan, you know I would be there and speak and all you said. I have no doubts you are worth fighting for and can not think of a situation I have been in when that has been necessary and not happened. I have been saying this a lot and am sorry for that fact, but keep your head up girl...this isnt the end. Take care of yourself and if you ever need a willing ear to listen I am always available. I know I dont understand a lot of this post, but what I do understand shows you are not alone. Take care again and do not give up.
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but i most in turn ask for an apology from you. how could you deny that you have helped me? how could you pretend that your love has not shaped me into a better person, a better lover, a better friend? how could you say such a thing. we are all products of everyone we have ever known and i believe i've known you the best. how could i have not been affected by you? ye gods, megan! i am in love with you, and despite how crippled i can get from time to time i don't won't you to ever doubt that fact. if you do then maybe i am wasting my breath and maybe it is too late but i do not believe that. i believe in us more than i believe in any relationship i could even have dreamed up.
"believe in me as i believe you. tonight."
yours,
cameron s. rowlett
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Peace,
Scotty
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