We are all of us haunted and haunting -- ii

[sansunparapluie]

We are all of us haunted and haunting; idek
note: the onkey that I said I was writing, in no way related to the jongyu previously posted under this name. (a case of a drabble set ending up as individual oneshots.) spontaneous mentions to jinkiforever and swiftlocks because they ship this ship.

Comments

[tofubi]

i cried :') bcos this is so heartbreaking yet beautiful

[sansunparapluie]

tissues? lol
I'm glad you found this a good read. thank you! :')

[weerainbow]

*wipes away tears*
Can we just squish them together and make them never separate ever again??? *pouts*
They're both as silly as each other for not holding on tight because they love each other so much!!
The feelings in this were really beautifully portrayed, the atmosphere felt so real...probably why I cried when I reached the end. I loved the way you built up the feelings, not rushing into it but slowly teasing out the loneliness Kibum was feeling and the need he was realising he has for Jinki.
*sighs* it was so sad but lovely and I am right now figuring out how to get them back together because I want a happy ending for them.
♥

[sansunparapluie]

yes, yes we can. xD well, given that Jinki hasn't stopped calling and Kibum still thinks of him as his, I'd say the chances of them getting back together are pretty good! maybe Kibum will force Jinki to move to where he is, or maybe Kibum will go back himself.

and thank you! glad to hear that you liked the emotional progression. ♥

[swiftlocks]

how am i just seeing this now i am the worst but omfg my babies ;;;

this is so beautiful. you capture mood and atmosphere so perfectly, to the point where the emotions in your work can be felt from description alone. it's heartbreaking and it makes me ache, just the way you paint these pictures and settings.

this was so painful but so lovely

[sansunparapluie]

oh yay you saw this. :'D thank you for reading and writing me a lovely comment. ♥

haha it was not beautiful when it came to me though, because it started with my going to buy bread and yogurt. I went outside and was vaguely thinking: the ground is all white, so much salt, and it's gonna all go into the groundwater...and ew, the ice/snow is so dirty when it's supposed to be the white one. /wind blows. UGH WHY IS IT SO COLD should have changed into that other sweater so I can zip it up to my face. oh this bus stop has no bus shelter, poor people freezing in the wind...

...and then that turned into onkey.

[kayjay1212]

UGHHHHHH, this is so amazing, I want to cry. I think this is my favorite pairing of yours that I've read so far. I love pretty much everything about this

[sansunparapluie]

Thank you bb. ♥

If you end up in a relationship before summer is over, I'll take credit! xD lol, inspiring the want of a relationship. I think conversation is important, that you speak to each other about what you expect/want/feel. Those things are part of who you are and they might not be all pretty and nice, maybe compromises will need to be reached and changes made, the give and take of it all. Rather than guessing and one-sidedly tolerating, it feels better to know and to figure things out together.

...it feels horrible not getting along with a roommate though, when communication doesn't yield results. :'(

[kayjay1212]

I actually want to be in a relationship right now, which is weird since Im usually like, "back off *****." I guess Im finally opening up to the idea of letting someone that close and becoming vulnerable. Also, my recent trend of inappropriate outbursts and becoming emotionally attached/clingy with the wrong people is a sign that I need someone I can be 100% selfish with when I need to be and not fear feeling like an idiot afterwards. My family and fake religion make things a bit difficult though. :(

And yes, I agree. Have you had a personal experience with the roommate thing?

[sansunparapluie]

The usual descriptions of being in love are so cheesy but true and just...really nice. Everything's really nice lol. Do you have potential candidates? Or a pool within which you might find someone? (LOL OH GOD this sounds so weird OTL)

Unfortunately yes. She was inconsiderate of me and the other girl who lived in the apartment. She would come home really late and slam the doors, sometimes bring back a friend and have loud conversation in the kitchen. She'd make an absolute mess of the bathroom, also leaving pots and pans and everything unwashed in the kitchen sink. She would also eat our food without telling us, ever, much less replace what she took. :/