a lazy update

[santosha]

~you know what is a really good breakfast? brie and blackberry jam on a bagel. quite tasty, and slightly sophisticated. you know, the brie part

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[tracijean]

thank you!
also, i say GO TO THE PARTY. let him miss you! it will prepare him for missing other things later in life.

[santosha]

i know! it's character building- he SHOULD build some character, right?

[mamaste]

having two under two is like the v v worst nightmare ever ever ever ever ever on earth for the first two years. it's so funny, I was at a bakery last week with the kids and they were being really mellow and whatever, they were a little wiggly because they were excited because we were getting Nero's birthday cake, but they were good, they were fine. I had to repeat myself 500 times to ask them to sit down (again!) but it was no big deal. and the woman said to me, v kindly, when it was my turn, "you have your hands full today." and I was like, "mm, yes." but really? I was thinking, this is nothing! you should have seen me when my hands were so full I couldn't leave the house! couldn't put away the clean laundry!!! when I strapped them into their carseats and drove them around so as not to kill them!!!then, boy, did I have my hands full

[santosha]

well, i do like being invited! plus, i have relatives all around to pawn my big kids off on if i so desire. so invite me sometime!

i'm ovulating again so i think dumb thoughts. i can't decide if i'm done or if i'm not and if i'm not is it smarter to just get insane and do it all now or perhaps to wait a solid 5 years. jim and i talk it over and every time we decide to wait the 5 years but my uterus doesn't believe me.

rural christian! like that lady on the compound! that is SO where i'm aiming to be!

i'm making myself feel feelings. that's why i temporarily broke up with melvin. those feelings, ugh.