Comments | santosha: I'm in a shitty mood.

santosha

I'm in a shitty mood.

Oct 11, 2006 17:38

1. Do you have a college degree?Yes. I have a stupid, useless college degree which my dear old daddy paid for in full. I wish I could have that money now! I'd do something usefull with it. I majored in religious studies with an emphasis on Eastern religions. I attended U of Vermont, Community College, International University in San Diego, and ( Read more... )

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baldomom October 11 2006, 22:05:28 UTC

You were a hostess at the Chart House? That was the place for "special" dinners with the in-laws when I lived in San Diego. I loved the house salad.

santosha October 11 2006, 22:31:42 UTC

the salads were pretty good. the bread too. everything else, eh. I mean, it is a chain, if an upscale one. With lots of waiters who did drugs!

tracijean October 12 2006, 01:00:48 UTC

all waiters do drugs!
i am sorry to read of your period of personal unfulfillment.
you got any ideas to get yourself up outta this rut?

santosha October 12 2006, 11:58:51 UTC

a total waiter thing!

well, I'm anticipating a change in childcare structure soon. as in paid babysitting to free me up from my shackles a bit. i have some "what i want to do with my life" ideas rattling around, but i need some childfree timeto even start to sort them out, you know? anyhow, i know in 2-3 years from now my kids will ALL be at a kristin approved age,so I know it isn't hopeless!

plus, i remember about my big dick and all.

anonymous October 14 2006, 23:33:00 UTC

You know, not everyone is cut out to be a stay at home Mom. You shouldn't let this patriarchal society dictate to you what you should want to do with your life and then allow yourself to feel guilty. First, it's normal to feel some kind of resentment at staying at home and feeling deprived or isolated. It isn't easy being a full-time stay at home mom. But it could be that you're just human and the grass is always greener on the other side. I used to feel like I was sorta worthless in the eyes of the career women for being "just a stay at home Mom". I am mad at myself for allowing myself to feel crappy because I wasn't a "career woman" - what a bunch of propaganda! Now that my kids are out of the nest I look back on it and wish I could have it back (it's been 10 yrs.). It was much more emotionally satisfying. I'm getting ready to graduate from college (late bloomer)and I feel good about that. I liked learning, I liked setting goals for myself and achieving them. Getting a 4.0 made me feel good, why shouldn't it?? I was an advertising ( ... )