this worl sucks ass stop pissing me off k. i el anoyed. i dont care anymore

i am not going in to deatils on what happened yesterday cause amber you know. ps amber do not ever tell cody. anyways shane just made my day today. he told me i was pretty and that made me happy. he is a real sweetie. ummm what else uh peolple have been treating different cause i dress different latly. anyway gotta go finish reading for az/am

so whats newwith me. umm i went from loving rtm and brent to hsting them. they are just to immmature. i hate losing my friends. they made me cry and adam nearly beat the shit out of them. by the way my boob itches. any how yeah i am dressing more like a girl and people are starting to notice me. and umm i have a couple seniors who i think dig me. ( Read more... )

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Merry Christmas everybody! i had a lovely Christmas, i got lots of purses just to let you know i have a purse for every occasion lol. i got make up cameras, giftcards, chocolate, money. clothes, Encore eminems cd the special edition, hansons new cd so sue me. and good charlottes new cd the death part. and payed cell phone bills. well i hope ( Read more... )

life a bitch, so get a bone to feed it. Well umm i still have my job which is good. Well also midgets, annoy me. i want some one to love. i love nicole and amber. and i ran i ran so faraway. umm thjere is not much goin on in my life except i'm at amber and we are havind so much fun. You and me baby aint nuthin but mammals so lets do like they do on ( Read more... )

soo whats going on with me? i have no flipping clue. Stupi me i have to block my journals cause people find out things thay shouldnt. umm i love amber and she is my best friend. umm no juicy details cause i dont want hem spilled school is almost over muahahahahahahahahaha.

well my life sucks ass and i dont know why? i might be fired and umm i want to fuck someone. well there is someone but he might read this so i cant say it. any way i hate life but love myfriends and i want to die and brandon i know you got stress but at least you have saomeone who loves you ( thats me) no one loves me brandon not even you so dont ( Read more... )

ok today is a shity day you know why ( Read more... )

you know what really pisses me off is when people try to hok you up with people when they dont want to and the worse part is they try to bribr them to go out w/you. Ialso hate being in tis stupid ass state. i wish i had andrew carmen or rtm. who by the way asked me to go to europe with him today. daddy said no. damn it oh well andrew wouldnt be ( Read more... )