the beautiful people at its fixed my internet issues. it was painless. and now i am happy. and a bit stressed out b/c i need to catch up on life ( Read more... )

been too tired to think recently. good because i haven't had time to wallow. bad because its finally caught up with me. been driving my brain on empty. stalling. oh dear jesus do i feel like crap. keep passing out anytime after 9. it really sucks b/c i am usually hanging out and i sleep trough it and its not nice for me or my friends... they are ( Read more... )

i am: sad. disappointed. upset. i understand why we are not going. and i don't hold it against anyone. it just... sucks. i was/have been looking forward to going to the show for a long time. it was going to be a good show, but more then that i was looking forward to the drive with friends. to being at the show and feeling accepted. to talking to ( Read more... )

i would say i am sorry for updating so much, but in all honesty, i am not. i have yet to be able to say this to anyones face. if you don't care, scroll down.

( and now on to something more important )

i live in a tree house.

i fucking love it.

HOLY BANANAS. I CAN SEE MY FLOOR. AND THERES A CARPET ON IT!!!!!!
who knew... i sure as hell didn't

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i just twitched. i was just sitting here and reading the same thing i have been reading all day (p.s. i think i am the biggest fucking creeper alive. maybe someday i will admit to what i have done, but right now i would die of shame) and my arm just... twitched. and it creeps me out ( Read more... )

what the fuck am i doing with my life ( Read more... )

today i went crazy. [EDIT] well, crazier then i usually am ( Read more... )

and will you persist even after i kiss you goodbye for the last time ( Read more... )